. After a Long Time .

Here's some sneak peek from URBANSCAPE
lazy to upload all :P

It's a long long time since the last time i posted something here. Feel so sorry for myself *and for my pity abandoned blog* because i just can't seem to be determine on doing something. Have been kinda busy & tired lately, nah i'm always busy anyway. Just some same old excuses :P

It's impossible for me to track back what i have done in the pass few weeks, months probably? So won't be talking about history then.

Went to KLPAC Urbanscape 2009 with Belle today, seems there's more people going this year. It's really a great scene to see, at least i think it's kinda comfortable to have all the artsy-fartsy people around, not too hardcore one i mean, i can't stand with those in funny constume or try to make them look CREATIVE in some other ways. Glad that i don't look like a weirdo holding a DSLR lepak here & there because we got bunches of DSLR kaki there :P It's really funny when some people that don't have the idea of what's a DSLR always thought that i'm from what media when they saw me with a DSLR. By the way, my DSLR is just a small baby if compare with those professional photographer k. How i wish i can at least got the $ to upgrade my lenses arrrghhh. Wait for me! Will definitely upgrade my 'gah chang' when i have my own incomes :D

Today i bumped into quite lotsa familiar faces @ KLPAC, some of them used to be my classmates last time while i was still in AD055, but too bad, they don't look like remember me as they don't even smile back to me when i smiled to greet them. What an embarass moment. It's ok for me la actually, won't feel sad la, afterall, long time of deferred from TOA, i really didn't expect those previous Hi-Bye friends that just same class for one semester in TOA will still remember me. But of course it's a bliss if they remember me, who doesn't like bonuses? Anyway, I don't really remember all of their name though, so, fair enough haha :P

My neck & shoulder pain seems to get serious. It really hurt especially after days i stayed up late for assignments. Getting older & weaker in my mid of 20's, too bad :( And i thought that we're going to play badminton today, but ended up without a phone call. Must exercise more to gain back my stamina & become healthier :)

Wow, it's a long piece for me this time. And it's the 1st time i type in paragraphs haha. Hope it doesn't be hard to read.

Night world. Sweet Dream & wish for better tomorrow :)

. Slack .

cute :)

kinda slack lately
no mood to do everything
hope this will turn out better eventually
i'm not those genius that can get everything done perfectly
without spending much time & efforts
gotta work more harder

but
can i have shopping 1st?
i'm so boring :(

. Trying .

hmm nice
how i wish that i can have a full closet of pretty clothes
haha girls just never have enough of these :P

wow there's been sometimes that i didn't update my blog
sorry my bloggie for neglected you for so long
and sorry for those who has been keeping your eyes on my blog
if there's any hahaha
not really busy lately
but just lazy & nothing special to blog about
although there's some ups & downs in my life
but i'm just too forgetful
can't really recall the whole things that happened
maybe i just not treating my life too serious lately
and didn't enjoy it much haha

school started for 2 weeks
althought there's just 3 days class in a weeks & just 4 subjects to study
but i can already feel the tense of this semester
i didn't do very well for my last semester
not very happy with my results
although i'm kinda satisfied with my CI results
but nah~ i know that i'm just being an Ah Q here
i can do it better i know
just that i already gave up before i try my best
so i really hope i can score better this semester
and the bad things is
all the subjects seems to need us to put lotsa effort to come out with something
how i hope i can have Vincent class again haha
i scored A for his subject without putting much effort :P

what i wanna say?
oh ya almost forgot

congratulation dear sis :)
all the best in your new relationship
introduce him face to face to us next time k?
love you xoxo

:'(

i'm so disappointed
every words of yours stab into my heart
it hurts :'(
u don't even understand my feeling
and u never will.

got nothing more to say
that's it.

should i make the decision?

. To-Do List .

YES YES!
This is really the only thing i can tick on my previous list i set
it's NOTHING!
this is cute huh?

wow school reopen in 2 more days
did nothing too meaningful in this holiday
again, wasted such a lovely holiday

have some plans for quite sometimes
but i didn't actually put real efforts in it
that's why my To-do list still totally un-tick

okay, so here's the revised of my To-do list in the mid of 2009
hope i can tick all of these 'done' on 1 January 2010 :D

1. wanna do handmade stuffs/accessories for sale
have always wanted to sell some handmade stuffs made by my own
but because of time+budget+lazy
it's still hang up on the sky until now :P
don't wanna reveal what's the actual things i want to do 1st
wait until i have all these things done :)

2. wanna start on doing a illustrate storybook
yes have been always dreaming of become a writer/publisher
hey this is one of my childhood's dream :)
have been thinking for a very long time since i read Jimmy's illustrate book
wanna talk about my life, happy stuffs or even just make it as a diary
but nowadays there's lotsa illustrate books around
it's like everyone can publish one
even you don't have proper drawing skills or interesting writing style
but i think i should start with one too
i mean just for personal keep for now
maybe can just go & publish it after sometimes?
who knows? :)

3. wanna go for a whole body massage
damn, i have been saying this for 2 semester
but i still haven't go & have one to pamper myself
when can i have time to go for massage?
i need physical & mental relax :'(

okay i have reduced lotsa want-to-do things
i know i'm super super lazy
hope i'll get motivate after this :)

. Muaks .

I Love You :*)

9:30pm, BK3 mamak stall, @ a table under a tree,

here goes .........
she says : what makes you like me?
he answer: don't know...
she says : why don't know? there must be something, isn't it?
he answer : hmmm...what things do you like about me then?
she says : because you sayang me loh
he answer : then that's because i love to sayang you loh!

haha what a senseless conversation
and the answer he gave seems kinda witty
the location where this happened doesn't have the right feel too
but i was touched
then only i realized
romantic doesn't happens only with those specific circumstances
no need to have dinner candles, violin, flowers or even steaks :D

thanks dear for loving me for nothing & just to love me :)
muaks love you always xoxo

. Go Gai Gai :) .

Bazaar: KL Sunday Market
Location: CapSquare Kuala Lumpur
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening every First and Third Sunday of the month.
Opening Time: 10:00am - 6:00pm
Date: Starting from 19th April 2009

Bazaar: ASD's Birthday Bash
Location: CapSquare Kuala Lumpur
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening only on 9th May 2009.
Opening Time: 12:00pm - 6:00pm
Date: 9th May 2009

Bazaar: Jaya One Bazaar
Location: Jaya One, Petaling Jaya
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening every Friday, Saturday & Sunday!
Opening Time:
Friday 12pm - 10pm
Saturday 12pm - 10pm
Sunday 10:30am - 10pm
Date: Starting from 1st May 2009

Bazaar: A: Fair Weekend
Location: SOHO KL @ Mount Kiara
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening on every weekend.
Opening Time: 10:00am - 6:00pm
Date: Starting from 9th May 2009

Bazaar: Pick & Grab Part 4
Location: Hartamas Square, Desa Sri Hartamas (Food Court Arena)
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening only on 9th May 2009.
Opening Time: 10:00am - 5:00pm
Date: 9th May 2009

. Just Post .

Polaroid is nice
will definite try to play with it when i able to get one
hope the films are not that pricey at that time :P

went to watch Wolverine last night
Nice movie :)
fast pace & breathtaking storyline
nice CG too
highly recommended guys
a nice movie worth watching in cinema :D

nothing special lately
has been stayed at home for these few days
taking care of monster Cheryl
being a rotten mushroom for whole holiday
how i wish i can have my school reopen right away
but without heavy assignments :P

oh ya
my baby Nikon D40x start to has some problem
the kit lens auto focus was malfunction i suppose
it's depressing :'(
but luckily it's not the problem of D40x body
or else i'll be crying like hell

at 1st i still thought of getting a 18-200mm lens
but then i haven't save enough $ for it yet
but now i think i really have to get one asap
fixing the kit lens is really not worth it
buying a new kit lens is about few hundreds
fixing it is about few hundreds too
better get a new one :(

. Spill It Out .

nice vintage tone :)

have been kinda emo lately
maybe it's because i've been so bored at home
maybe it's because i'm going to have period soon
i'm not emo all the time
at least it's not when i got things to do
when i'm trying to have some peace for my mind
it's the time that all these emotions sink in

i wanna spill it all out
i really hope i can
but i hold back
i said : it's nothing, i'm fine, i'm ok
yes, it's what i hope i was
i wish that i'm fine so i no need to make anyone worries
yupe and it's actually not biggies at all
just that...yea like i said before
i just wanna express because i'm emo at the moment

even then only i realize
blog wasn't a spot for me to express all the things as well
maybe deep down
everyone needs secrets within ourselves, no?

i'm so insecure, perhaps
i have always indicate myself as a insecure & indecisive person
i know many don't think so
but i think i'm one when i met some critical junctions

i said i don't care
i said i won't mind
but do i really think that way?
i'm not sure
maybe it's what i wish i was thinking
should i deserved all these?
why can't i have something better?
why will i feel upset?
why will i feel that i have been neglected sometimes?
why will i feel that i've never earn any respect from them?
why i don't feel that my existence has been appreciated?
why will i think this way?
is it because i'm demanding too much?
am i wrong to think this way?
am i?

lotsa question marks huh?
ya maybe i'm that kind of people
who's more towards implosive emotions
got anything like this?
but anyway
i'm still a happy-go-lucky one
yes always stay optimistic
life is about looking forward right?
there's really nothing like Curious case
and for sure i'l be fine after a sleep
don't doubt on my EQ
i got high marks on it :P

. Bye Choco .

Hope you can be a sweet angel up there

this morning there's something sad happened
my hamster Choco rest in peace already
was so sad & guilty :'(
Choco just stayed 3 months ++ with us only
it's the shortest time that a hamster stayed with me
i have always wanted to have hamsters
but i'm not a good owner

is my fault that i didn't take good care of her
i don't even know how she get sick or when she get weak
i didn't spend more of my time to play with her
i didn't let her stay in a very comfortable environment
i didn't clean her cage too frequent
everytime i saw her while i came back or go out
i just called her name & pat her on her small head
she don't even have chance to smell me on my fingers
everytime when i hold her on my hand
it's the time that i need to clean her cage & take her out of her cage
after she died i don't even have place to bury her
i can only put her in a thick Jacob's soda biscuits box that filled with wood bedding
and i don't take any photo of her
here i should write down my memoirs of her
to remind me of her in the future
i can't even take good care of a small hamster
so sad :'(

she's actually a dark brown cutie with light brown stripes on it
she is very cute when she rolling her dark eyes looking at you
her small pink nose moves up & down when she sniffed around
she has big appetite & that's why she grew very fast
she sleep dead in day time but at night
you can hear the sound that she cycling on her roll excessively
i suppose that she know she's fat & wanna toned up secretly

awwww how sad :'(

Choco was actually my b'day present from friends
feel sorry to my friends too :(

Choco
May you rest in peace.
I'll remember you always.

. Anything .

yesterday mum + Yanwey + Yanchyau came to find us
and since it's just 2 days earlier for mum b'day
then me + Steven + Cheryl
went to have lunch together with them
we treat mum to eat at Wong Kok restaurant in IOI Mall
and also to celebrate Mothers' Day in advanced

we went to DAISO after that
yeah we just love to see all those fresh & cute stuffs
but not for Steven i suppose haha
actually there's lotsa stuffs that i would love to buy
but yet not sure i'll use it after i buy or not
impulsive shopaholic :P
so i just skipped around touching this & that
like a uber curious baby :)

wow check this out
Analogue camera case for slipping in your camera
how cute :)

i like the colour of this camera case
so sweet
heart it lots :)

she also have this kind of case
not like the 3D cases i showed as above
but it's also so lovely
i think i can make something like this 1st
easier for someone lack of patient like me :P

a phone pouch for your iphone
a delicate one, no?

just now i found this online store at Etsy
this website is actually for designers selling own handmade stuffs
then i found this Hine's Store pronounced as [hee-neh]
she selling handmade pouches,cases or small dolls
all hand stitched & made out by felts & buttons
it's really oh-so-adorable :)
and it's very creative of her
heart it lots :D
although i think the thing is not too hard for me to do
i can made something exactly like this
although the stitches might be kinda cacat though
but i have to say that i really don't have that patient
and if not of her
i won't get inspired to do something that cute
but if i got the time
sure that i'll try to work one for myself
maybe i can do a bigger one like Nikon D40x lookalike bag
to slip in my baby D40x :D

. Sunny Shooting Day .

on that super sunny hot day
i went to help Belle to shoot photos
and that's why i get sick now :'(
i didn't get sunburned but i get sick
Belle get sunburned haha
should this be lucky or unlucky? lolx
not sure can i say what's the photos for right now
because Belle is having some sort of quiz given out in her blog :)
so i just post some photos of that day
not the important photos of course
the main course will only be uploaded after Belle said i can :D
after the photo shoots we went to have some walking at Petaling Street
having great interactions with dear Uncle Sun all day long until 5pm
no wonder i'll get sick after that haha

just let the pictures below do the talking then :)

busy Belle set up her THINGS on the table
in PBS Room in her secondary school
is it call PBS Room? Did i get the name right?
messy messy messy & messy all around :P

extra credits to these two juniors of Belle
for being helpful & kepoh-ing around :D
oppss forgot to ask what their names

ahem!! hoi Belle
i suppose you're familiar with your dearest PBS room right?
what's the word sticking on that wall huh? XD

it's sunny
it's green
it's blue
it's KANCIL!!
i love this shot actually :)
Cil-chan enjoying the big sun on a nice spot of green
Cil-chan is the name came up by me mwahaha

Like this shot too :)
what a great transforming photographer i am
walao perasannya hahahaha
i think Belle look nice in this shot :D
thing to improve?
u got to wash your Cil-chan lah Belle

woohoo blissful lunch time after hardworks
thanks Belle for treating me for this nice meal @ MM Cafe
i'm having the Arrabiata Spaghetti with Ice Lemon Tea
the spaghetti was nice :)
and my cacat hand?
i'm actually acting how's Cheryl doing "YES"
when we suppose to form a "V" peace symbol with our 2 fingers
yes she's using thumb instead of her index finger sweat

Belle was having Fish & Chips with Ice Lemon Tea
how i wish i was not having ulcers at that time
so i can get that set :(
now only i realize Belle's shirt colour
match with the whole environment :)

p/s: i changed the song on my blog again :D

. Yes It's Hot .

好热情的阳光 :P

我生病了
好懊恼噢
也不懂是什么病
不过我猜是中暑啦
就全身没力＋关节痛＋头晕晕＋头有一点小痛＋喉咙痛到爆炸＋胸口有恶心作呕的感觉
而外再附送小伤风鼻子呼吸不顺畅＋胸口郁闷＋没有胃口
google了一下中暑的症状
我中了几样
所以应该是中暑了吧？
中暑可不可以叫太阳病？
中暑不怎么好听
太阳病听起来比较可爱
而且它也是因为太阳而病嘛

昨天在烈日下活动太久了
可能喝不够水呱
加上前一晚不怎么够睡
就生病了
我还真是弱不经晒哈哈
所以奉劝各位大大小小的
最近天气干燥炎日反覆无常
要喝多多水吃多一点水果
不要去太阳底下晒太久
要爱护自己不要生病噢

p/s:
我在我的blog换了一首新歌噢
歌名I Love You O.T 爱很简单
我觉得好好听噢 *对吧对吧？
比陶吉吉的好听和有feel多了 :)
对不起了陶吉吉的fans :P

. It's Pink .

Starry starry night
paint the palette blue & grey
hmm nice song
will upload this song here
when i free :)

boring boring booooring
actually i need to teach B.M today
but due to some problem
today's class cancel
get back home earlier
nothing to do

facing my handful princess Cheryl
she's just too cute but yet a baby monster
unable to get angry with her no matter how naughty she is
so i let her play around with herself
actually all the things in the room can be her toys
hyperactive & super curious baby
i just raised my voice to warn her
when she gonna pick up things she not suppose to

decided to change my blog layout
too boring facing the same layout throughout the year
don't get it wrong here while you 1st saw my blog
i'm not too fond of pink actually
not sure why i pick this theme eventually
just wanna make a big changes to it
this burst of pink should be able
to bring a little bit more of excitement to our eyes

hope you guys think it's nice
if you find it disturbing
just let me know
i'll change to something nicer then :)

. Jogoya .

Ya that's right
we're what we eat
so not a bad thing to be slightly fussy sometimes :)
and the main thing is
we paid for it :D lolx

went to Jogoya for the dinner buffet yesterday with hubby
got the buy 1 free 1 pax voucher
so went there to celebrate our 2nd anniversary :)

this's the 2nd time we having the buffet at Jogoya
the 1st time was also to celebrate our 1st anniversary haha
but this time Jogoya was really disappointed me

why? now i tell u why

1. Timing
we went for dinner buffet session which is 5pm-9pm
but not sure what really happened
customers can only enjoy their meals for 2 hours
meaning for those who came in 5pm have to leave on 7pm
so we're the batch that left on 7pm
although 2 hours are enough to make us full like hell
but normal dinner session suppose to be 4 hours
and RM88++ just for 2 hours?

2. Foods
i still remember the 1st time we went Jogoya
their foods were really nice
and they have great quality control on it
but this time it's really a big NO for me
the variety of foods still almost the same
just the standard really went down the slope
i can't list out the bad part of the food 1 by 1
so i just list out a few which i can remember

the bamboo clams they have look really big & nice
but once u bite on it
oh gosh all the sand is in your mouth
it's not only a few bamboo clams not clean
it's ALL with sand inside
sushi section was not with very fresh sushi too
and for those who've been to Jogoya before
know that we have to give them the clips
so they'll cook the selected food for us
but their foods take so long to cook
and once it reach us it's so cold
not even abit of warm on it
and yaada yaada yaada
to many for me to list all

3. Hygiene
i saw cockroaches everywhere
under the table
near the kitchen
and the most geli is that
i saw 2 cockroaches on the stack of plates & go towards a big bowl of food!
gosh i don't dare to take the foods from that section after that

4. Staffs
some staffs are not very polite
lasy to say what's actually happened
but i think this's easy to understand

5. Good part
ya the desserts section is still doing great
nice quality desserts they have
the cocktail bar section was good too
nice wine & SOME nice cocktails ya not all were nice
and the Haagen Daaz ice creams woohoo
although can't stuff too much of ice creams after the food war
but it's still the most worth part for me
yum yum :P

so overall
i think if compare with other Japanese buffet restaurants
Jogoya is still slightly better in some aspect
but if compare with its own previous standard
it really have to make some efforts on it
or else RM88++ is really not worth for a dinner buffet
after tax is RM110++ leh :X
i rather go to Shogun for just RM58++
anyway i think i'll still go there
but not on discounts or promotions period:P

but otherwise
yesterday was a happy day though
spending almost a whole day time to gai gai with hubby :)
although the meal was not really satisfying
but we ate happily & FULLLL too
happy anniversary dear muaxx :D

p/s: this's just my personal views
for those who wanna try it out can just go ahead
hope you can come back & prove that i'm wrong :)
then i'll go there to eat with confidence next time

. Get Well Soon .

i miss this toy piano
lovely isn't it?
many played with this childhood toy right?
okay sorry for those who doesn't :P
i can remember mine was black colour
not sure how's my toy piano ended up
but i remember i like it so much
played until some keys were out of pitch :)
kinda curious why these are not in the market now
why must all the electronic musical instruments take over these?
this is really a lovely toy :)

on the day
i start to have my lovely term break
pity me caught a flu
luckily no fever at the moment
hard to breath with my nose now
have to breath through my mouth
rubbed on lotsa Vapour rub
on my pinkish nose
cause i sneezed & rubbed it a lots
*Rudolph the red nose reindeer lalalalala~*
my nose is so hot now

get well soon :(

Where have we been?
1. Home
2. Midvalley + The Gardens

What's inside my stomach now?
1. Carl's Jr's Super Star burger
2. Gelato Fruity's Rocher rocher ice-cream
3. Snowflakes's Green Tea Frozzie

Status & Mood?
1. Full + Contented *yummy :D
2. Guilty *too much Kcal for today :P
3. Drowsiness *sick mah of course loh :(

p/s: what a crapping post :P
just wanna update some things

. Happy 2nd Anniversary .

lovely isn't it?
:) muaks

the moment i start to type the 1st word for this post
my screen shows it's 11:28pm
i'm now in Old Taste Kopitiam with hubby
ya u read it right, Old Taste
and Old Town is actually just opposite it
how ironic haha
ok that's not the point actually

what i want to say is
there's few more mins to go
and it's our 2nd Wedding Anniversary :)
wow how fast the time flew
we have been together for 4 years
our princess is already 17 months

Dear,
2 years already!
yeah happy not? haha
there's lots of ups & downs that we've been through
i know that i've been upset you for sometimes
nobody is perfect
and i know i'm not a good good good wife :P
not too sure whether love can be eternity
but right at this moment
i'm loving you with all my heart
thanks for always caring me
thanks for always sayang me
thanks for always be with me
thanks for always there for me
thanks for loving me
thanks for everything
there's too much for me to thanks
and i'm lack of words to convey my love
*ya lazy to do copywriting at the moment bleh*
Love You So Much Dear :)
Happy 2nd Anniversary!

p/s: sorry dear, no time and $ to get any present for you this time :P

.........................................................................................................................

I edit this post when we get home after Old Taste tour
so happie & surprise
guess what?
because hubby get me my favourite perfumes
yupe it's DKNY Be Delicious
yay my luvie green apple :)
happie :D
Thx dear muaxs*

. Blur .

Ok i'm going to NAP + FOREVER soon :)

so tired & stress lately

so tired until i blur like hell

i always repeat doing something

hmm unconscious ke?

and when i realize

i was like: huh? what am i doing?

i'll brush my teeth twice

i'll wash my face twice

i'll plug in my pendrive & eject it then plug in again

i'll looking all over the place for my hp

while it's actually in my pocket

i'll pass the road without thinking of the incoming cars

and bla bla bla

oh my i'm so blur

don't even know what am i doing

can't even think logically

i think 80% of my brain cells are malfunction now

and the rest are waiting to die soon haha

two projects down

two more to go

1 more week left

i need my holiday

sooooooo much

. 10 Days To Go .

wooow typo ;)

yeepie! 10 more days to go!
i'm so desperado for holiday now :D
but am so busy for now
i don't even have mood to plan my lovely holiday
arghhh all the 4 subjects
are having the projects due date on next week
it's really killing me softly but cruelty
my schedule is darn pack now
kinda worry for these
if i put my efforts on subjects A,B
then my subjects C,D results won't be very good
and same things goes the other way round
just that i unable to give 100% for every projects
*sigh* what i can do now is just
work, work, work & WORK on it
no matter how's the things come out eventually
i shouldn't let myself be regret for anything
YES! YOU GO GIRL xD!

weh anyone interested with my Kenzo not?
i wanna get rid of it ASAP leh
i need MONEY :D
anyway, who doesn't? hahaha

short notes:
Ming gurl! you're always that amazing.
Go for it in MDG, will keep on voting you
and will find more people to back you up :)
you're doing really great in there
just be Ming, that's all :)
good luck & be tough!
hugs + kisses*

. Tired .

Awwwww i was just too tired
too tired even for yaaawwnn

i'm tired
really very tired
also don't know why
i doesn't seem like did lots of thing
doesn't seem like did my things well either

but i finish my things so slow
why huh?
really can't help
i not slowing it down purposely

okay
i'm a slacker
maybe?
yea of course i don't hope i'm

but i really wish that
i could slow my pace down
real sloooowwww

so that i can spend times
on things i would love to learn more
on hobbies i would love to work more
on people i would want to love more
on friends i would want to know more

but my times just not enough
i can't even get enough sleep

then
how ah?
just grumbling loh
just crap loh
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
like what i do now XD