. Questioning .

Colour my life :)

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if i don't want to be graphic designer
then what else could i be

i just thought of this matter
so sad to notice that i don't have
any other special professions to proud of
since form 2
i already start to aim my life
to be a graphic designer
all the way until now
only i start to wondering
why am i so sure about being a graphic designer
am i really that talented?
am i really that creative?
am i really that much of ideas?
am i really that tough?
am i really that good?
not sure
i think i am not the very outstanding one
not the worse one either
but i just don't want to be the 'someone'
i hope i can be better
i hope i can be more outstanding
i hope i can be more known
and i not just simply hope for it
i did work hard for it
but there's too many of talents out there
so hard for me to get a seat
i am not that good
i am not that talented
i am not those genius kind
ya i have to work hard i know
what if i aim lower?
what if i just make my life simpler?
what if i just don't want to be graphic designer?
or
maybe i just be a photographer?
maybe i just be a photo retoucher?
maybe i just be a printer assistant?
maybe i just be a backpacker?
maybe i just be a ... . . .
hmm so which one suits me the best? :)

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