. Curse You .

i won't do this to you
i think someone else will

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so upset so emo so angry today
these have to thanks to
that super duper stupid weirdo Joseph
again

stupid Joseph
stupid stupid stupid Joseph
okay i know you are very famous
very good at design
very good at all your graphic design things
but why do you have this super weird temper?
why you always change your ways of thinking?
why you want to treat us like we are trashes?
can't you just pay some respect to us?
can't you just think in our shoes?
why will you never ever care about others' feeling?

i know we are not good
but all of us still learning & we are trying very hard
but you just never appreciate what we have done
at least please pay some respect on our effort kay?
we are not really 'cari makan' as what you said
we didn't touch your expectations
don't mean that we didn't pay attention in your class
you always change the things you said
always in bad temper
okay it's okay if you have bad mood
everyone will have bad mood sometimes
but please don't express your bad temper & bad attitude towards us
you have bad temper then you pay no attention on our works also
dammit
it's really not fair kay
you banned our ideas & works not just because it's our problems
it's just because you're in bad temper
if you know you're not free you're in a hurry
then just tell us not to come over 1st lah
hey we not come in a surprise way kay
we texted again & again to comfirm with you already
you thought we are really that free?
you thought your studio near?
you thought we'll come to see you if we didn't put any effort on our works?
you thought we'll come so far to 'goreng' your mind purposely?
eh you not just new in teaching loh
you have been teaching for about 10 yrs
why you still behave like that?
always thought you're the one who's the most incredible?
sorry then
i don't really agree with you
you have your ego
and we have our pride too
please don't step on ours so easily kay
i don't mind if you crittic my works
in fact i'd love to hear what you'll comment on my things
but then you're not
you just simply look at it
depends on your mood
' SALAH! '
' NO! IT'S NOT LIKE THIS! '
' GO BACK & DO AGAIN! '
' STOP WASTING MY TIME! '
' LIKE THIS IS JUST CARI MAKAN! '
and today you just said
' TERRIBLE!!! '
okay
just one sentence
you don't even want to explain why
you don't even want to listen to what i gonna say
you don't even look at the 2nd the 3rd the .........
you just look at the 1st thing that then said this
it really hurt me so much :((((((
we can see that you're damn busy at that time
then when we texted over you
just said you are not free at that time la
why you want to wait until we come over then treat us like that?
it's really not fair to us kay
so sad
so angry
hate you so so soooooo much
curse you hmphh!

i have done so many things to balance back my emotions today
i thought of pamper myself more
me & jooi theng went to 1U after that
the sky seems to be kena affect by our sadness
when we came out from his studio that time
it started to rain heavily
the sun was still so big & hot when we went in
then i ate the Shih Lin XXXtra big crispy chicken chop & Oh ah mee suah
share share with jooi theng
then i bought myself a mini usb eye massager
since i got no $ to buy an expensive Osim or Ogawa
then just bought a mini one 1st
then went to buy greentea egg tart
it's nice :)
then went to SS2 100 Yen shop
i always like to go there to se those special and cute japan's thing
bought a lemon soda pop drinks
with Crayon Sinchan on the label ;)
the pop here means: it really need to be pop open
by pushing in a small glass ball like guli at the glass mouth there
the pressure will 'pop' out
then the soda will flow out some also
haha the drinks is not special
but there's some excitement brought by poping the bottle ^^
then went to SS2 Island cafe
didn't ate much there actually
haven't finish digesting the chicken chop & mee suah earlier
but i met Kwen there
she look fine
studying in KDU -- Chef wow sounds not bad
feel glad for her cause she continue her studies

awww then went home
did so many things
i did enjoy these when i was doing it
but when i came bac
sit down and think back
the feeling flow back
so sad
so angry
so upset
hate you so much
arghhhhhhhhh

don't want to type already
tired
some more period
tomorrow still need to teach at Da Vinci
so tired
so stress

good night world

hope that i can dream of Joseph tonite
then i can beat him kao kao in my dream hmmpph!!

i hope i can have a 'luck vending machine'
i really need some luck recently
or can anyone spares me some lucks please??

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