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Hello all, after disappeared for such a long time, I'm here to inform that I'm going to transfer to WordPress, might not be using blogger anytime soon :)

Thanks for reading.

. Graduation Campaign .

Awesome people in AD071-1
My beloved classmates :D

It's me with my super delicious Tom Yam Fish Balls
*okay. I know it's not THAT delicious after all :P
should have cook curry fish balls instead
but too bad that day we have too many curry food

Didn't update my blog for a super long time, lotsa things happening during this 1 month time and I really got no idea where should I start with. Making a conclusion maybe? Haha excuse for being lazy, as usual :P

If you're wondering what was I busying about, then I'll tell you: I'm busying for everything in my current life. But it's mainly about my studies lar. It's already the week 9th out of 10th for this semester, we're rushing on 2 individual projects, 1 group project and the Graduation Campaign. Besides the Graduation Campaign that have to be done on mid of December, all the other projects have to finish within week 10th-11th. What a hectic life we're having right now. I admit that I really unable to focus on any of the project, never expect to get any A for this semester, although it does looks like it's not that hard to score A. Okay, maybe it's just me that can't work it out nicely la, since we have lotsa amazing people in the class.

Kinda frustrating about the Graduation Campaign thing. We paid so much money to study and now we still have to use our own money & earn the money to work on OUR OWN graduation exhibition. TOA is not even giving out a single cent for us. I really can't think of any reasonable way to explain this. And while we're working so hard by having fund raising to earn the money for the exhibition, there's these people from TOA *so called lecturer-in-charge or what-so-ever people that comes in the way are always having complains on almost everything. Hey, we're now the batch that raised the most money in the shortest time, we're having our own ways to do things la, still want to demand so much? And those previous graduation batches were having 2 semesters time to prepare the Graduation Campaign, but we're now just have 14th-16th weeks given to start from Zero and they expect we'll become Hero. Great management of TOA *APPLAUSE

Okay. I'm done with the grumbling. Something good? Absolutely yes. I think Batch 71 is a awesome batch with all of our amazing people. Together we'll work this out for a blooming results by the end of the day. We'll proof it to the people that we're the Best. Woohoo :D

So conclusion? I'm just not very happy with the management and planning of TOA, liked what i said, we paid :( And now we have to earn our own money to work out our own exhibition. Sigh. Anyway, Batch 71 Rocks :D

. Singapore Trip .

We got to Singapore by this old & dirty KTM.
And the worse thing is, it took us 8 hrs+ to reach there.
Sit until my backbone also going to broke.

And inside the old KTM,
there's a non-working Plasma TV.
And they have auto sliding doors,
which most of the people don't seems to notice.

There are special flavours Pringles there.
Wondering are these flavours going to be
introduce in Malaysia anytime soon?

Act lame with the gong :P

The Tanjong Pagar Railway Station.
We wait for our KTM to go back to Malaysia here.
Oh ya, we arrived at this station, too.

Ya. We were there to explore lolx.
This is a tourist guide book actually.
But we have our own tour guide so not using this anyway :P

Their efficient MRT.
Fast, efficient, computer controlled and clean.

There are people go and suicide at the railway,
therefore, they set this signage beside the railway.
"Value life. Act responsibly. "

Bonjour world. I'm back from a 4D3N trip from Singapore two days ago along with fun, happy, some things i shopped, souveniers and also tired feet :)

I recalled the last time i went to Singapore was 6 years ++ ago if not mistaken, still in my early secondary school days with a dumb dumb look. Singapore is indeed a country that is keep on growing and improving on every aspects, it's totally a new experience for this trip. And one of the reason why i think it's different is because i went there just with my younger sister while the last time we went there we were with mum. Haha grown up girls. Although we were on a mission for this trip to Singapore but we still managed to make ourselves enjoy the journey. Not forget to thanks to our relatives there for being such a great host :)

Impressions of Singapore is still the same as what i've been educated as it was.

1. It's a FINE city. Lotsa things you can do in Malaysia but if you do there, you kena FINE.

2. It's a very systematic country. Everything seems just so rigid. The word Systematic explained all.

3. Their government is like their parents. They have all their things planned nicely by their nice government, they just have to follow.

4. There's lotsa Underpasses. Because the surface of Singapore is small so they have to use wisely for every inch of land, and having underpasses all around is one of the best way.

5. There's lotsa Shopping Complexes and they're still building new one. I think the most popular entertainment for Singaporeans are go shopping. There are too many shopping centres and almost all the outlets inside are just the same, you can even find the same company outlets appear twice in just a 100 footsteps away. I think maybe their government wanna create more working opportunities for their people?

6. Their living standard is higher than us. This mean almost everything there's more expensive than Malaysia. So everytime when I wanna buy something, I have to do all the conversions and calculation inside my head. Torturing man.

I think that's all. Lazy to list all out.

Night world.

. I Drank Coffee Just Now .

Yerp. We can work it out.
It's not really that hard.
Just work harder
+
Few more sleepless night.

Didn't update my blog for more than a month. There's lotsa things happened throughout the month but i remember nothing of it. Too bad. This must be my life is boring enough for me to have nothing interesting to remember about, or i just happened to have bad memory. Both maybe?

New semester started 2 weeks ago, to my surprise there are just 10 weeks for this semester, good things are, we're going to finish this semester and graduate faster, but the bad thing is we got so little time for the overload things to be done, all the Final semester stuffs i mean, ermm in other colleges' term i think it's what so called FYP, the different is, we have more than one FYP to be complete in a short semester, GREAT. Oh and we have our precious graduate campaign, too. Urghh. How sweet. Idk whether it will really comes out to be a great campaign, but it'll somehow fullfill our campus life, no? Ya, positive way of thinking :)

OMG i'm so wanna to get graduate & have our convo ASAP. No matter what's the people talk about the real world we have to face outside after we graduate, I just wanna go out there and try my best to get paid *as much as possible. Cheryl will be going to Kindergarden after a few years time, not much time for me to lepak around and waste my time yumcha-ing every night. Still wondering what am i going to work as. Really have to decide when i almost graduate, or earlier. Urghh life.

Anyway, thinking of convo, hmm what should i wear to the convo?

. H1N1 .

Don't feel embarrass to wear the mask.
Your health is definitely important than anything else.
Say NO to H1N1.
Okay, ya it's the lame me in the photo.
Got no idea why i strike that pose LOL.

H1N1 is getting worse in Malaysia. The flu prevention masks are out of stock almost everywhere. We got it today from a online seller,RM25 for 50pcs in a box. Not very great quality 3 ply mask, but i think that at least help a little bit for filter the air we breath in. The most effective mask on prevent the flu virus, according to some researches, is a mask call 3M N95, but quite expensive if compare to the others, some more it's just a disposable mask. Hmmm but i think if you really care for your health, that money really don't mean much.

If you got any flu symptoms, just stay at home if possible. What are the signs and symptoms of H1N1 in people? Attached with info here.

The symptoms of H1N1 flu in people are similar to the symptoms of regular human flu and include fever, cough, sore throat, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. Some people have reported diarrhea and vomiting associated with H1N1 flu.

And if you have these kind of emergency warning signs as stated below, get urgent medical attention straightaway.

• Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
• Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
• Sudden dizziness
• Confusion
• Severe or persistent vomiting
• Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

Take care everybody. Love you guys :)

. Overheard .

Watched Overheard just now. It has been a long time since the last time we watch a made-in-HK film. The movie wasn't too bad, although it's not that good if comparing with some other movies but personal opinion, i think it still get a 7/10 from me. The story is quite interesting, just the tempo is kinda boring, should have more appropriate music background to enhance the atmosphere. One of those movies which is not with a happy ending, although it's kinda an expected ending. Otherwise, it's a good movie. So, overall still fine, worth to watch la. Okay, stop bragging about the story of the movie, you guys just go and watch it if interested.

For HK movies, i think what we can do is, don't expect anything while you going to watch it in cinema, think it as an alternative options that you can get to watch in cinema, just treat it as a normal entertainment. Then only you can find out how's the film, or else normally we'll already get stuck with the stereotype perceptions in our mind, which think that HK movies will never be as good as any other Hollywood productions, or even worse, agree?

Oh. Thanks Huiluan for the you-know-what-is-it :P

p/s: H1N1 is getting worse in Malaysia *or does it call H3N2 now? Be careful ah all my dear :) Stay healthy.

. Friday .

Kids who love reading somehow are cute.
But i don't mean nerd ;P

Happy Friday night? actually every Friday is not that happy for me la, because i have to work as tuition teacher at night. And the kids nowadays is not really easy to handle, not about what and how they're studying but you have to know how to handle their emotions as well. I'm teaching Bahasa Malaysia for Standard one kids *okay i know my B.M is not that good but i can still handle Standard one level. I was not planned to be a B.M tuition teacher initially, but other subjects already have teacher in charge, so no choice, have to teach B.M. The kids i'm teaching are not the smartest one, not the easier to teach one, and is not the very obedient one. So, it has been quite a hard time for me to figure out how to handle each kid. Luckily i just have three students at this moment, or else i can really pengsan.

Student A is a boy that is very very weak in Suku Kata. He can't even read the words in sentence. Therefore, it's very hard for him to understand what's the sentence or paragraph is talking about. And he's not a very patient boy, will get discourage and self-pity that lead to bad attitude towards teacher and friends eventually. His parent is very busy with their work and seldom concern with his school stuffs and homeworks. They don't care even he's failed or not, will just said: Get a better result next time lo.

Student B is a girl that spend most of her time with her aunt, his dad's younger sister. Her mum is a China citizen and seldom get along with her while her dad's busying with work, i guess, because i really seldom hear she talk about her dad. Her aunt is almost like her mum. Concern very much about her. She have some smart within but this girl is quite a hyperactive one, non-stop talking, it's very hard for her to concentrate up for 3 minutes, and her signature thing to do is having careless mistakes here and there throughout the latihan.

Student C is an Indian girl which is quite hardworking. Not much problem with her attitude besides she likes to talk a lot, too. Just abit Kia-su sometimes, actually it's not a bad thing to have if it really helps in making her to get better grade in her studies. But these also made her think that changing the marked answer to the correct one is a reasonable things to do *it's actually not okay to do so. Don't learn ah.

Haih. Really don't know how to improve their studies. Headache every time having tuition class for them la. I prefer teaching art or music, because those are not in the compulsory subjects, it's just for hobbies and interests, not that much of pressure. You know, most pressure comes from parents because they expect you to make their kids improve. Once they can't see any results after 2 months, they will start to complain about your teaching methods, if the results still the same after 3 or 4 months time more, they will change to other tuition centre directly. Sigh.

Hope Cheryl will get smarter abit. So I don't need to send her for tuition :P

. Watched Movie .

Wow ini orang quite rajin to blog recently huh? Haha kinda in the mood to blog lately, maybe i'm just too free, or i got nobody to chat with? Haha ok. I know this is impossible :P

Handsome Duke in G.I Joe :)

Nothing much to blog about today. Just want to said that we went to watch G.I Joe just now, i'll rate it 7.5/10 for story, 8/10 for CG effect. Overall is a nice movie that worth to watch it in cinema, although there's some not-so-logic part, but quite amazed with their CG actually, and it's funny haha. Not going to talk so much about it here, nobody likes to know the movie before watching it, right? So, just go to watch it la.

Bring me for Ice Age 3, someone?

I want to watch Ice Age 3!!
Someone bring me go to watch, pleaseeeeeee~

. This Monday .

Blue and Pink Tamagotchi.
Effin cute :)

Blink blink eyes.
This cute thing call Memetchi :)

This blue one call Kuchipatchi.
He likes to eat burgers.

Cute? I bought these two Tamagotchi toys from Mcdonald's Happy Meal. Bought for Cheryl actually, but it's way too cute so i'm going to keep it for a few days before i give it to her hehe :P Anyway, it's just a toy with cute outlook and simple mechanism, but i just like it. Meh :D

Today was a fun Monday for me. First, we passed up our final project *more precise, it's final project REFINEMENT after that went for lunch at Mcd. During the lunch, we came up with the plan of having badminton session after that. So, all five of us just get so excited and head towards Kepong right after we back from college. The five are, Me, Pinghao, Zihao, Weng Seng & Huai Yee. It's the first time for me to play badminton in a real badminton hall, i mean with so many courts together in a hall. And all the people, especially those uncles, who play badminton there are so geng. Uh-ah not play play ah. Weng Seng very geng loh, but to our surprise, our Mr. Thumbeli-Hao also very geng, some more according to what he said, he already stop playing badminton for almost 5 years, wow. I can just jump up & down, as usual, haha what a shame :P

After 2 hours of non-stop exercising, we went to eat Bak Kut Teh in Kepong, at the restaurant Kah-kah Bak Kut Teh. Quite nice. Not very expensive, just not too fancy with the pig's leg hehe. But it's really a guilty pleasure for us who has just finish exercise, can feel the calories i consumed in for that meal, urgh.

Went home after that, but reached home after 1 hour++, congested traffic at Kelana Jaya, as expected *sigh. Glad that can have some small chattering with Zihao & Pinghao, although i'm not sure what's our point eventually hahaha.

Anyway, thanks guys for making me a happy Monday :) Looking forward the coming badminton session *wink hahaha.

. Memories .

今天中午和一班猴子一起去吃午餐，不是特地去的啦，只是在 Serdang 的朋友家里做功课到中午就去了附近的 foodcourt 吃午餐。跟我们平时去的板面档相比的话，食物是没有特别好吃特别便宜啦，不过那里新开张喝的都半价还蛮歹的，我的 Teh C Special 才 RM1.3o 咧。

吃 饱了又懒懒的不想那么快回去继续做功课，就一致决定去吃摇摇冰。这名字听起来有没有很怀念？是我们这些八字辈小学时候的回忆吧。那里是新村华人住家里开的 小店，那个卖冰的安娣很 friendly 一下，摇摇冰有四种口味噢，没记错是芒果，玉米，红豆和酸梅的。执着的我们还是硬硬叫了四个一样的都是芒果口味，好笨，叫不一样的不是可以吃到四个味道 咯。因为那家店在中学附近都是做学生生意的，东西都很便宜，也不是卖什么特别的啦，就是一些零食饮料啦，结果咧我们竟然在那里发现了好一些童年的回忆，就 是很多我们小学时经典的零食，结果四个猴子就在人家的店里谈着想当年，然后又很山芭酱在人家的店里转来转去，就只是想在零食堆里找到我们共同的回忆，正确 来讲是只有我在那里自high，哈哈，有无聊到。

原来，不知不觉，我们都离当年远了好多，长大了成熟了，老了。哈哈，兰感叹酱。

看，以下就时我找到所谓的童年回忆啦。不是很多啦，我想要找那个 Dora 都没有，就是那种盒子里有奶油巧克力和你猜不到会是什么玩具在里面的零食。下次找到我要拍照留起来。我想，再过个十年，或许都没办法看到这些了吧，回忆要好好保存。对吧？

还记得这个青色包装的薯饼吗？
以前只知道吃，现在才发觉原来它是Roro牌的。
就好像以前穿衣服从来不知道 Kiki Lala 也算名牌酱的道理，
是不是我们长大了，现实了，才会有 brand awareness 的？

经典吧。黑白牌的口香糖和那个熊仔口香糖。

那个黑白牌的现在有青色的是薄荷味的。
以前很爱吃那个黑白色的时候还要硬硬把两个颜色瓣开来吃，
也没有因为酱而特别好吃，可是就爱酱做。

这个也是以前陪我们长大的其中一样东西吧。
我不是很爱吃这种鱿鱼之类腥腥的零食，
不过看到它也很有感觉。

. Pheww .

Yeepie i can finally blog here pheww. After few weeks being bombarded by tired+stress+pressure+more more more, now i have been revived after more than 12 hours of sleep. What a bliss :) Days *more accurate will be weeks actually before now, i only able to get about 2-3 hours of sleep for average, means that somedays i can't even get the time to sleep AT ALL. But luckily the worst has gone, now i still have a few minor changes for my project and will end soon in this coming week :) Wait for me Holiday!

The project that stressed me the most will be the Publication project which really killing me. Asides of all the time and efforts i have to spend on this, the worse i have was bad luck. That day about 5am, while i going to finish my magazine design in INDesign, i saved and quit all my programmes because of some don't-know'what program hanged. So i rebooted my mac and while i double click on my file, and VOILA! It stated: Your file has been damaged and is not able to recover. Error Code 5. At that very moment, i was like: WADAFAK?!! That stupid things spend me more than 3 nights without sleep and this is how it treats me? And i tried a few times but still the same statement showed on the screen. My tears roll down and i was really like going to collapse at that time, i suppose to finish all the things and print it on that day, or else i'll never able to finish the mag on time for presentation. But luckily, i'm still glad that i'm a tough girl. I don't wanna waste my time to find for any solution that might be able to help me to recover my file, i just want to finish it asap and the things i can do is, REDO. Yes. And i really go & redo all the things again. But luckily the printer not close that early so i can rush to print eventually on that night. Pheww what a day. Now all in past tense, should really go and pop a champagne :)

Here are some photos of my magazine with the name FOUND :) It's a lifestyle magazine i designed from head-to-toe, that will mostly talk about Malaysian lifestyle with some tips and information i found. I tend to bound together what i found in our life and what's fun and happening arround us. That's what the concept of the mag and also is how i came out with the name FOUND. For this issue i design is about Vintage lifestyle in Malaysia. Because vintage is really a blast in Malaysia nowadays. No? :D

So, enjoy my hardworks. I know it might not be the best design but it's what came out after so many hardworks and sleepless days. If i can have more time, i can really make it better, i swear. And i really hope i can make it more experimental in terms of the design layout and also the contents. Anyway, the class already finished, so just let it be :D Maybe i'll come out with the continue issues of FOUND in the future if i got time? Who knows? Lolx.

The masthead design: FOUND

The front cover

Photos from now on will be some shots
of selected pages in the mag.

So how is it? Comments are welcome :)

:(

What i need is very simple, i just need someone to understand me, no need to be truly knowing what am i doing, i know you can't help in what am i doing either. I will feel secure and being care if i have these.

Therefore, i just need some understanding and support. But i can't get any from you. I'm already tired enough with my stuffs, why you still want to give me extra problems to make me get bothersome. Is it that hard to bear with my little nonsense sometimes? Is it wrong that i get a little bit lunatic sometimes when i have tons of stresses? I thought you're the only one that can bear with all my flaws and understand me, but you're not. Like usual.

Sometimes the things i didn't speak it out doesn't means that the problem is not there, just that i gave us chances to make things right. Not that i don't even try to speak it out, for some reasons i told you but you don't even care. Then why say? Everyone will have the dull period, will get emo will get upset will get down will let all the emotions sink in and defeat our rational. I hope i'm still having my rational in line.

Everyone has a patient limit. I've already showed my patient but you're not appreciate it. Maybe, you don't even appreciate me. I've seen many couples that went through a lots of ups & downs, barriers and stuffs together. But come to think about it, not us. Is that the reason that you think all the things will definitely go silky smooth like you wish?

You don't understand my struggle, don't you? Even though i told you, or hints you. Whatever. You'll never get it. Then why do i still expecting form you?

For those who read this, don't reply anything or don't try to ask me any question. I don't want to explain. I just need a space to express myself or else i'll go explode. Just give me some times to get rid of these unhealthy emotions. I'm alright.

. 3 Weeks More .

下一场倾盆大雨, 好吗?

最近的天气都不怎么好
太阳很晒很刺肉
总是闻到有一阵没一阵的烟味
有时浓得肺都好像快负荷不了
老天不怎么下雨
要下又不下得干脆点
搞得潮湿地要命皮肤总是粘粘嗒嗒地
整个人都提不起劲来
每次坐在车上的时候都很想睡

感觉好糟糕
好多东西要做
可是三个礼拜够吗?

雨后的烟味令人很反胃

. Untitled .

i really need someone to understand me.
maybe understand me more than i do
always think in my shoes & cares about my feeling

need someone with the same pace with me
when i'm down
when i'm lost
when i'm stress
when i'm happy
when i'm contented
when i need help
when i need motivate
and yaada yaada yaada

. Gotta Rest .

Go to get some dreams tonight :)

Pheww. Finally.

Thursday is the only day that i can have some rest after whole week of hard works. Really admire those who's talented and can handle their time perfectly while i'm not talented & not really good at time managing :P

That's all for today. Better save myself some times to sleep :D

Night world.

. Burn x 4 .

Burning midnight oil.
Hey i'm really burning candles you know.
Nah. Just joking.
ya i know it's lame :P

Dark circles & pimples become my loyal friends lately, i think hair loose & shoulder pain miss me lots & come to visit me very frequent as well. How lucky am i to have so many accompanies, i should feel very happy, shouldn't i :D?

Am really tired & this lead to malfunction of my brain. Ya. I stucked with all the sucks ideas in my head. All i can think of is : Fine. Now i really don't know how to graduate. You see i'm getting pathetic & self pity haha. Bye bye now. See you then. *wave & jump down from my balcony. Bam!

Haha just joking. Being lame sometimes can actually helps on keeping me awake. Pardon me if it's kinda irritating or you don't know what am i talking as well, anyway i know i don't have many blog readers, so i think i just doing something extremely L-A-M-E and enjoying it myself. Haha.

Ok. Check list time (for this week).

1. Portfolio Presentation
Stucked with my Dreamweaver & all the unfamiliar codes. Ya CSS & Javascript are great, but am pretty bad in logical thinking so all this codes can really kill me. I even dream of all the codes flying. 4 weeks are really not enough for me. At 1st i thought of make a nice website so i can save up sometime for myself in the future on building another online portfolio. But now i think i gotta aim lower. Just for an A- maybe?

2. Advertising Campaign
Urghh it's a neverlasting subjects. We've been squeezed dried by Kins since last semester 1st project. Doing Star Movie campaign for now. Same thing, it's just all about ideasss. Put this at the last to do.

3. Publication
Nothing to said. This is one of the main cause why i'm so tired. And i don't know what's in her mind. Not going to sleep tonight because of this. Really don't know how to finish a magazine *at least a boleh tahan one in just 4 weeks when my masthead pun belum approve yet. Ok. Die soon :(

4. Business Management
Kinda easy going at the beginning. But then i think we really gotta do some hardwork from now on. Again. 4 weeks are really not enough. *sigh

Burn midnight oil. BURNED! Urghh.

. 4 More Weeks to Go .

Darling.
I really hope i can spend more times with you.

Just back from college after having Portfolio Presentation class. Feel so tired with an empty stomach but with no appetite. Poor thing. Kinda satisfied with my evaluation progress marks just now, 25/30 for a cacat progress is better than what i expected. Anyway the highest they'll give is just 26/30, so it's a nice marks i guess.

I was like going to collapse. We just got 4 more weeks left for this semester. Suppose to be happy actually, but i don't think anyone of us in the class will hope that the semester ends faster *pardon me if there's some hope so. Because there's still tons of works we have to do but the time is so little for us. Really don't know why we have to rush through our life that much. How i hope i can just slow down my pace & do my things nicer. I've never been satisfy with my own outcomes of the works, always hope that i can do it better, always hope that i can have more times to make it nicer. But yet, cruel life always bully us :'( So, gonna endure much much more before the sweetest fruits get into out mouth.

My neck & shoulders are so pain like they're not mine anymore :'( I need a massage badly.

. Stress + Tired .

Cute baby Cheryl :)

Last Friday, went to Poppy with a bunch of monkeys. Was being told it's a welcome gathering for Junmun, but then it's just the same old lame excuses for us to go crazeh. Being stupid for a whole night and even fell down together with Luan. ROFL it's so funny that we totally forgot anything about embarrass. Reach home at 6am and woke up at 930am to prepare for meeting at 11am. It's really a exhausted day for me.

On the following night, went to Wee Teng house for a small gathering with some high school friends. A gather after a long while. Updated each others life & crapped alots.

Stayed up 2 nights for my Dreamweaver, but darn, i can't see any progress. Just some rollover effects and some clickable area that leads to some other page. Am really sucks on logic thinking stuffs. Wasted lots of time figure out & trying to make things right. But then still lost in the middle of the coding. Too bad. Don't think i gonna do the evaluation later, hope that i can do more to show her to get higher marks for evaluation session, if my final outcome can't get me an A, at least i hope that the evaluation marks helps for better grade. But it's really killing me. Argh. Too tired to do any thinking for now.

That day i mailed Jamie my publication progress & informed her about my absented class last week. She didn't give me any advice on my things, just told me i need MC if i absent & see her in person in the coming class. Of course i know that, i got 3 quotas to absent and i know when should i use it, i never thought of asking her to tick my attendance by letting her know why am i absent last week, just to being honest to her lead a weird response. Anyway, who will go to get a MC for period pain? I think, she's one that more towards emotional thinking, she'll response more according to her own feeling and instinct. Bla. Anything. Don't care.

I feel really bad lately because i can't spend more quality time with Cheryl sweetheart. I really hope that i can be a good mummy for her and witness every moment of her growth. Sorry darling, mummy will try my best to spend more times with you. So sorry :'(

I got too many things to do. Too little time for me.

. What a Day .

Nice dessert at Snowflakes :P

Ouch. Am having period pain and ponteng today's class to stay at home. Period pain is really killing me. Can't even feel my legs, too :'( Today's class is Jaime's Publication subject, suppose to show her my progress & stuffs, too bad that i don't have anything nice to show her & having period pain for now. It's really a miracle that i can still blogging here.

Kinda weak lately, i'm not having a very strong body as usual, will get weak or get sick easily after a few nights of midnight oil burning, was not feeling well since last night, somemore i'm having period pain for now, what a bad timing.

I'm a very very lazy person that will always find excuses for myself to be lazy or try to do things in a easier way. Some said that lazy people can actually be a genius sometimes because they can always think of some outrageous ideas to be lazy YET making their life great, haha funny, no? But things come different if the person is too lazy even just to do the thinking. Haha sometimes i'm like that too, anyway, who never felt lazy before? Why am i come out with this topic suddenly? Nah~ just because i'm getting lazy recently, kinda slack sometimes, not that i wont's finish my things, just that i'll drag & drag to do my things that i can done earlier or can do it better if i put more efforts. Bad bad yanfeei.

Ya. I really have to put more efforts. Oh. And more hardworks.

. Sunday .

This is uber cute right? Cheerful colour :)
Took this @ Fullhouse in Niuzexui
wanna make this to my car in the future :D

A hot & boring Sunday afternoon we had for today. Actually there are tons of stuffs that i have to deal with but i'm just a slacking queen. Have been slack for whole day without doing anything and now, i'm blogging without a reason and without something meaningful to say.

Have to said that my brain is really like getting more & more towards mal-function, which i can feel that i got shorter memory span, always can't remember some tiny sorts of things or even happening big things. Sometimes what i have learned is like getting more & more heavy for me to absorb & digest. And i get to space out even more. For a person that have to deal with creativity, i think this looks like a disaster coming, no?

I have always dream of retiring on my 40. The big thing I'm aiming is not to be a billionaire or with lotsa fame. I also not sure for now actually. I know i'll change my mind for sure in the future, but for now, i just hope i can have some peaceful life without worrying anything & baby Cheryl can grow up healthily.

How i hope i can play for whole day without worrying that i can't finish my projects well for graduate. Arrghh. Life.