Gra.Feei.tude Says:

Blog Transferring

2010-06-07T10:09:00.004+08:00

Hello all, after disappeared for such a long time, I'm here to inform that I'm going to transfer to WordPress, might not be using blogger anytime soon :)

Thanks for reading.

. Graduation Campaign .

2009-10-31T01:34:00.005+08:00

Awesome people in AD071-1
My beloved classmates :D

It's me with my super delicious Tom Yam Fish Balls
*okay. I know it's not THAT delicious after all :P
should have cook curry fish balls instead
but too bad that day we have too many curry food

Didn't update my blog for a super long time, lotsa things happening during this 1 month time and I really got no idea where should I start with. Making a conclusion maybe? Haha excuse for being lazy, as usual :P

If you're wondering what was I busying about, then I'll tell you: I'm busying for everything in my current life. But it's mainly about my studies lar. It's already the week 9th out of 10th for this semester, we're rushing on 2 individual projects, 1 group project and the Graduation Campaign. Besides the Graduation Campaign that have to be done on mid of December, all the other projects have to finish within week 10th-11th. What a hectic life we're having right now. I admit that I really unable to focus on any of the project, never expect to get any A for this semester, although it does looks like it's not that hard to score A. Okay, maybe it's just me that can't work it out nicely la, since we have lotsa amazing people in the class.

Kinda frustrating about the Graduation Campaign thing. We paid so much money to study and now we still have to use our own money & earn the money to work on OUR OWN graduation exhibition. TOA is not even giving out a single cent for us. I really can't think of any reasonable way to explain this. And while we're working so hard by having fund raising to earn the money for the exhibition, there's these people from TOA *so called lecturer-in-charge or what-so-ever people that comes in the way are always having complains on almost everything. Hey, we're now the batch that raised the most money in the shortest time, we're having our own ways to do things la, still want to demand so much? And those previous graduation batches were having 2 semesters time to prepare the Graduation Campaign, but we're now just have 14th-16th weeks given to start from Zero and they expect we'll become Hero. Great management of TOA *APPLAUSE

Okay. I'm done with the grumbling. Something good? Absolutely yes. I think Batch 71 is a awesome batch with all of our amazing people. Together we'll work this out for a blooming results by the end of the day. We'll proof it to the people that we're the Best. Woohoo :D

So conclusion? I'm just not very happy with the management and planning of TOA, liked what i said, we paid :( And now we have to earn our own money to work out our own exhibition. Sigh. Anyway, Batch 71 Rocks :D

. Singapore Trip .

2009-09-29T01:23:00.007+08:00

We got to Singapore by this old & dirty KTM.
And the worse thing is, it took us 8 hrs+ to reach there.
Sit until my backbone also going to broke.

And inside the old KTM,
there's a non-working Plasma TV.
And they have auto sliding doors,
which most of the people don't seems to notice.

There are special flavours Pringles there.
Wondering are these flavours going to be
introduce in Malaysia anytime soon?

Act lame with the gong :P

The Tanjong Pagar Railway Station.
We wait for our KTM to go back to Malaysia here.
Oh ya, we arrived at this station, too.

Ya. We were there to explore lolx.
This is a tourist guide book actually.
But we have our own tour guide so not using this anyway :P

Their efficient MRT.
Fast, efficient, computer controlled and clean.

There are people go and suicide at the railway,
therefore, they set this signage beside the railway.
"Value life. Act responsibly. "

Bonjour world. I'm back from a 4D3N trip from Singapore two days ago along with fun, happy, some things i shopped, souveniers and also tired feet :)

I recalled the last time i went to Singapore was 6 years ++ ago if not mistaken, still in my early secondary school days with a dumb dumb look. Singapore is indeed a country that is keep on growing and improving on every aspects, it's totally a new experience for this trip. And one of the reason why i think it's different is because i went there just with my younger sister while the last time we went there we were with mum. Haha grown up girls. Although we were on a mission for this trip to Singapore but we still managed to make ourselves enjoy the journey. Not forget to thanks to our relatives there for being such a great host :)

Impressions of Singapore is still the same as what i've been educated as it was.

1. It's a FINE city. Lotsa things you can do in Malaysia but if you do there, you kena FINE.

2. It's a very systematic country. Everything seems just so rigid. The word Systematic explained all.

3. Their government is like their parents. They have all their things planned nicely by their nice government, they just have to follow.

4. There's lotsa Underpasses. Because the surface of Singapore is small so they have to use wisely for every inch of land, and having underpasses all around is one of the best way.

5. There's lotsa Shopping Complexes and they're still building new one. I think the most popular entertainment for Singaporeans are go shopping. There are too many shopping centres and almost all the outlets inside are just the same, you can even find the same company outlets appear twice in just a 100 footsteps away. I think maybe their government wanna create more working opportunities for their people?

6. Their living standard is higher than us. This mean almost everything there's more expensive than Malaysia. So everytime when I wanna buy something, I have to do all the conversions and calculation inside my head. Torturing man.

I think that's all. Lazy to list all out.

Night world.

. I Drank Coffee Just Now .

2009-09-21T03:50:00.006+08:00

Yerp. We can work it out.
It's not really that hard.
Just work harder
+
Few more sleepless night.

Didn't update my blog for more than a month. There's lotsa things happened throughout the month but i remember nothing of it. Too bad. This must be my life is boring enough for me to have nothing interesting to remember about, or i just happened to have bad memory. Both maybe?

New semester started 2 weeks ago, to my surprise there are just 10 weeks for this semester, good things are, we're going to finish this semester and graduate faster, but the bad thing is we got so little time for the overload things to be done, all the Final semester stuffs i mean, ermm in other colleges' term i think it's what so called FYP, the different is, we have more than one FYP to be complete in a short semester, GREAT. Oh and we have our precious graduate campaign, too. Urghh. How sweet. Idk whether it will really comes out to be a great campaign, but it'll somehow fullfill our campus life, no? Ya, positive way of thinking :)

OMG i'm so wanna to get graduate & have our convo ASAP. No matter what's the people talk about the real world we have to face outside after we graduate, I just wanna go out there and try my best to get paid *as much as possible. Cheryl will be going to Kindergarden after a few years time, not much time for me to lepak around and waste my time yumcha-ing every night. Still wondering what am i going to work as. Really have to decide when i almost graduate, or earlier. Urghh life.

Anyway, thinking of convo, hmm what should i wear to the convo?

. H1N1 .

2009-08-19T23:08:00.005+08:00

Don't feel embarrass to wear the mask.
Your health is definitely important than anything else.
Say NO to H1N1.
Okay, ya it's the lame me in the photo.
Got no idea why i strike that pose LOL.

H1N1 is getting worse in Malaysia. The flu prevention masks are out of stock almost everywhere. We got it today from a online seller,RM25 for 50pcs in a box. Not very great quality 3 ply mask, but i think that at least help a little bit for filter the air we breath in. The most effective mask on prevent the flu virus, according to some researches, is a mask call 3M N95, but quite expensive if compare to the others, some more it's just a disposable mask. Hmmm but i think if you really care for your health, that money really don't mean much.

If you got any flu symptoms, just stay at home if possible. What are the signs and symptoms of H1N1 in people? Attached with info here.

The symptoms of H1N1 flu in people are similar to the symptoms of regular human flu and include fever, cough, sore throat, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. Some people have reported diarrhea and vomiting associated with H1N1 flu.

And if you have these kind of emergency warning signs as stated below, get urgent medical attention straightaway.
Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
Sudden dizziness
Confusion
Severe or persistent vomiting
Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

Take care everybody. Love you guys :)

. Overheard .

2009-08-19T03:01:00.003+08:00

Watched Overheard just now. It has been a long time since the last time we watch a made-in-HK film. The movie wasn't too bad, although it's not that good if comparing with some other movies but personal opinion, i think it still get a 7/10 from me. The story is quite interesting, just the tempo is kinda boring, should have more appropriate music background to enhance the atmosphere. One of those movies which is not with a happy ending, although it's kinda an expected ending. Otherwise, it's a good movie. So, overall still fine, worth to watch la. Okay, stop bragging about the story of the movie, you guys just go and watch it if interested.

For HK movies, i think what we can do is, don't expect anything while you going to watch it in cinema, think it as an alternative options that you can get to watch in cinema, just treat it as a normal entertainment. Then only you can find out how's the film, or else normally we'll already get stuck with the stereotype perceptions in our mind, which think that HK movies will never be as good as any other Hollywood productions, or even worse, agree?

Oh. Thanks Huiluan for the you-know-what-is-it :P

p/s: H1N1 is getting worse in Malaysia *or does it call H3N2 now? Be careful ah all my dear :) Stay healthy.

. Friday .

2009-08-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

Kids who love reading somehow are cute.
But i don't mean nerd ;P

Happy Friday night? actually every Friday is not that happy for me la, because i have to work as tuition teacher at night. And the kids nowadays is not really easy to handle, not about what and how they're studying but you have to know how to handle their emotions as well. I'm teaching Bahasa Malaysia for Standard one kids *okay i know my B.M is not that good but i can still handle Standard one level. I was not planned to be a B.M tuition teacher initially, but other subjects already have teacher in charge, so no choice, have to teach B.M. The kids i'm teaching are not the smartest one, not the easier to teach one, and is not the very obedient one. So, it has been quite a hard time for me to figure out how to handle each kid. Luckily i just have three students at this moment, or else i can really pengsan.

Student A is a boy that is very very weak in Suku Kata. He can't even read the words in sentence. Therefore, it's very hard for him to understand what's the sentence or paragraph is talking about. And he's not a very patient boy, will get discourage and self-pity that lead to bad attitude towards teacher and friends eventually. His parent is very busy with their work and seldom concern with his school stuffs and homeworks. They don't care even he's failed or not, will just said: Get a better result next time lo.

Student B is a girl that spend most of her time with her aunt, his dad's younger sister. Her mum is a China citizen and seldom get along with her while her dad's busying with work, i guess, because i really seldom hear she talk about her dad. Her aunt is almost like her mum. Concern very much about her. She have some smart within but this girl is quite a hyperactive one, non-stop talking, it's very hard for her to concentrate up for 3 minutes, and her signature thing to do is having careless mistakes here and there throughout the latihan.

Student C is an Indian girl which is quite hardworking. Not much problem with her attitude besides she likes to talk a lot, too. Just abit Kia-su sometimes, actually it's not a bad thing to have if it really helps in making her to get better grade in her studies. But these also made her think that changing the marked answer to the correct one is a reasonable things to do *it's actually not okay to do so. Don't learn ah.

Haih. Really don't know how to improve their studies. Headache every time having tuition class for them la. I prefer teaching art or music, because those are not in the compulsory subjects, it's just for hobbies and interests, not that much of pressure. You know, most pressure comes from parents because they expect you to make their kids improve. Once they can't see any results after 2 months, they will start to complain about your teaching methods, if the results still the same after 3 or 4 months time more, they will change to other tuition centre directly. Sigh.

Hope Cheryl will get smarter abit. So I don't need to send her for tuition :P

. Watched Movie .

2009-08-12T03:26:00.006+08:00

Wow ini orang quite rajin to blog recently huh? Haha kinda in the mood to blog lately, maybe i'm just too free, or i got nobody to chat with? Haha ok. I know this is impossible :P

Handsome Duke in G.I Joe :)

Nothing much to blog about today. Just want to said that we went to watch G.I Joe just now, i'll rate it 7.5/10 for story, 8/10 for CG effect. Overall is a nice movie that worth to watch it in cinema, although there's some not-so-logic part, but quite amazed with their CG actually, and it's funny haha. Not going to talk so much about it here, nobody likes to know the movie before watching it, right? So, just go to watch it la.

Bring me for Ice Age 3, someone?

I want to watch Ice Age 3!!
Someone bring me go to watch, pleaseeeeeee~

. This Monday .

2009-08-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

Blue and Pink Tamagotchi.
Effin cute :)

Blink blink eyes.
This cute thing call Memetchi :)

This blue one call Kuchipatchi.
He likes to eat burgers.

Cute? I bought these two Tamagotchi toys from Mcdonald's Happy Meal. Bought for Cheryl actually, but it's way too cute so i'm going to keep it for a few days before i give it to her hehe :P Anyway, it's just a toy with cute outlook and simple mechanism, but i just like it. Meh :D

Today was a fun Monday for me. First, we passed up our final project *more precise, it's final project REFINEMENT after that went for lunch at Mcd. During the lunch, we came up with the plan of having badminton session after that. So, all five of us just get so excited and head towards Kepong right after we back from college. The five are, Me, Pinghao, Zihao, Weng Seng & Huai Yee. It's the first time for me to play badminton in a real badminton hall, i mean with so many courts together in a hall. And all the people, especially those uncles, who play badminton there are so geng. Uh-ah not play play ah. Weng Seng very geng loh, but to our surprise, our Mr. Thumbeli-Hao also very geng, some more according to what he said, he already stop playing badminton for almost 5 years, wow. I can just jump up & down, as usual, haha what a shame :P

After 2 hours of non-stop exercising, we went to eat Bak Kut Teh in Kepong, at the restaurant Kah-kah Bak Kut Teh. Quite nice. Not very expensive, just not too fancy with the pig's leg hehe. But it's really a guilty pleasure for us who has just finish exercise, can feel the calories i consumed in for that meal, urgh.

Went home after that, but reached home after 1 hour++, congested traffic at Kelana Jaya, as expected *sigh. Glad that can have some small chattering with Zihao & Pinghao, although i'm not sure what's our point eventually hahaha.

Anyway, thanks guys for making me a happy Monday :) Looking forward the coming badminton session *wink hahaha.

. Memories .

2009-08-08T23:58:00.007+08:00

今天中午和一班猴子一起去吃午餐，不是特地去的啦，只是在 Serdang 的朋友家里做功课到中午就去了附近的 foodcourt 吃午餐。跟我们平时去的板面档相比的话，食物是没有特别好吃特别便宜啦，不过那里新开张喝的都半价还蛮歹的，我的 Teh C Special 才 RM1.3o 咧。

吃饱了又懒懒的不想那么快回去继续做功课，就一致决定去吃摇摇冰。这名字听起来有没有很怀念？是我们这些八字辈小学时候的回忆吧。那里是新村华人住家里开的小店，那个卖冰的安娣很 friendly 一下，摇摇冰有四种口味噢，没记错是芒果，玉米，红豆和酸梅的。执着的我们还是硬硬叫了四个一样的都是芒果口味，好笨，叫不一样的不是可以吃到四个味道咯。因为那家店在中学附近都是做学生生意的，东西都很便宜，也不是卖什么特别的啦，就是一些零食饮料啦，结果咧我们竟然在那里发现了好一些童年的回忆，就是很多我们小学时经典的零食，结果四个猴子就在人家的店里谈着想当年，然后又很山芭酱在人家的店里转来转去，就只是想在零食堆里找到我们共同的回忆，正确来讲是只有我在那里自high，哈哈，有无聊到。

原来，不知不觉，我们都离当年远了好多，长大了成熟了，老了。哈哈，兰感叹酱。

看，以下就时我找到所谓的童年回忆啦。不是很多啦，我想要找那个 Dora 都没有，就是那种盒子里有奶油巧克力和你猜不到会是什么玩具在里面的零食。下次找到我要拍照留起来。我想，再过个十年，或许都没办法看到这些了吧，回忆要好好保存。对吧？

还记得这个青色包装的薯饼吗？
以前只知道吃，现在才发觉原来它是Roro牌的。
就好像以前穿衣服从来不知道 Kiki Lala 也算名牌酱的道理，
是不是我们长大了，现实了，才会有 brand awareness 的？

经典吧。黑白牌的口香糖和那个熊仔口香糖。

那个黑白牌的现在有青色的是薄荷味的。
以前很爱吃那个黑白色的时候还要硬硬把两个颜色瓣开来吃，
也没有因为酱而特别好吃，可是就爱酱做。

这个也是以前陪我们长大的其中一样东西吧。
我不是很爱吃这种鱿鱼之类腥腥的零食，
不过看到它也很有感觉。

. Pheww .

2009-08-07T23:16:00.005+08:00

Yeepie i can finally blog here pheww. After few weeks being bombarded by tired+stress+pressure+more more more, now i have been revived after more than 12 hours of sleep. What a bliss :) Days *more accurate will be weeks actually before now, i only able to get about 2-3 hours of sleep for average, means that somedays i can't even get the time to sleep AT ALL. But luckily the worst has gone, now i still have a few minor changes for my project and will end soon in this coming week :) Wait for me Holiday!

The project that stressed me the most will be the Publication project which really killing me. Asides of all the time and efforts i have to spend on this, the worse i have was bad luck. That day about 5am, while i going to finish my magazine design in INDesign, i saved and quit all my programmes because of some don't-know'what program hanged. So i rebooted my mac and while i double click on my file, and VOILA! It stated: Your file has been damaged and is not able to recover. Error Code 5. At that very moment, i was like: WADAFAK?!! That stupid things spend me more than 3 nights without sleep and this is how it treats me? And i tried a few times but still the same statement showed on the screen. My tears roll down and i was really like going to collapse at that time, i suppose to finish all the things and print it on that day, or else i'll never able to finish the mag on time for presentation. But luckily, i'm still glad that i'm a tough girl. I don't wanna waste my time to find for any solution that might be able to help me to recover my file, i just want to finish it asap and the things i can do is, REDO. Yes. And i really go & redo all the things again. But luckily the printer not close that early so i can rush to print eventually on that night. Pheww what a day. Now all in past tense, should really go and pop a champagne :)

Here are some photos of my magazine with the name FOUND :) It's a lifestyle magazine i designed from head-to-toe, that will mostly talk about Malaysian lifestyle with some tips and information i found. I tend to bound together what i found in our life and what's fun and happening arround us. That's what the concept of the mag and also is how i came out with the name FOUND. For this issue i design is about Vintage lifestyle in Malaysia. Because vintage is really a blast in Malaysia nowadays. No? :D

So, enjoy my hardworks. I know it might not be the best design but it's what came out after so many hardworks and sleepless days. If i can have more time, i can really make it better, i swear. And i really hope i can make it more experimental in terms of the design layout and also the contents. Anyway, the class already finished, so just let it be :D Maybe i'll come out with the continue issues of FOUND in the future if i got time? Who knows? Lolx.

The masthead design: FOUND

The front cover

Photos from now on will be some shots
of selected pages in the mag.

So how is it? Comments are welcome :)

:(

2009-07-27T13:23:00.004+08:00

What i need is very simple, i just need someone to understand me, no need to be truly knowing what am i doing, i know you can't help in what am i doing either. I will feel secure and being care if i have these.

Therefore, i just need some understanding and support. But i can't get any from you. I'm already tired enough with my stuffs, why you still want to give me extra problems to make me get bothersome. Is it that hard to bear with my little nonsense sometimes? Is it wrong that i get a little bit lunatic sometimes when i have tons of stresses? I thought you're the only one that can bear with all my flaws and understand me, but you're not. Like usual.

Sometimes the things i didn't speak it out doesn't means that the problem is not there, just that i gave us chances to make things right. Not that i don't even try to speak it out, for some reasons i told you but you don't even care. Then why say? Everyone will have the dull period, will get emo will get upset will get down will let all the emotions sink in and defeat our rational. I hope i'm still having my rational in line.

Everyone has a patient limit. I've already showed my patient but you're not appreciate it. Maybe, you don't even appreciate me. I've seen many couples that went through a lots of ups & downs, barriers and stuffs together. But come to think about it, not us. Is that the reason that you think all the things will definitely go silky smooth like you wish?

You don't understand my struggle, don't you? Even though i told you, or hints you. Whatever. You'll never get it. Then why do i still expecting form you?

For those who read this, don't reply anything or don't try to ask me any question. I don't want to explain. I just need a space to express myself or else i'll go explode. Just give me some times to get rid of these unhealthy emotions. I'm alright.

. 3 Weeks More .

2009-07-15T03:19:00.004+08:00

下一场倾盆大雨, 好吗?

最近的天气都不怎么好
太阳很晒很刺肉
总是闻到有一阵没一阵的烟味
有时浓得肺都好像快负荷不了
老天不怎么下雨
要下又不下得干脆点
搞得潮湿地要命皮肤总是粘粘嗒嗒地
整个人都提不起劲来
每次坐在车上的时候都很想睡

感觉好糟糕
好多东西要做
可是三个礼拜够吗?

雨后的烟味令人很反胃

. Untitled .

2009-07-11T03:00:00.007+08:00

i really need someone to understand me.
maybe understand me more than i do
always think in my shoes & cares about my feeling

need someone with the same pace with me
when i'm down
when i'm lost
when i'm stress
when i'm happy
when i'm contented
when i need help
when i need motivate
and yaada yaada yaada

. Gotta Rest .

2009-07-09T23:21:00.004+08:00

Go to get some dreams tonight :)

Pheww. Finally.

Thursday is the only day that i can have some rest after whole week of hard works. Really admire those who's talented and can handle their time perfectly while i'm not talented & not really good at time managing :P

That's all for today. Better save myself some times to sleep :D

Night world.

. Burn x 4 .

2009-07-08T21:36:00.004+08:00

Burning midnight oil.
Hey i'm really burning candles you know.
Nah. Just joking.
ya i know it's lame :P

Dark circles & pimples become my loyal friends lately, i think hair loose & shoulder pain miss me lots & come to visit me very frequent as well. How lucky am i to have so many accompanies, i should feel very happy, shouldn't i :D?

Am really tired & this lead to malfunction of my brain. Ya. I stucked with all the sucks ideas in my head. All i can think of is : Fine. Now i really don't know how to graduate. You see i'm getting pathetic & self pity haha. Bye bye now. See you then. *wave & jump down from my balcony. Bam!

Haha just joking. Being lame sometimes can actually helps on keeping me awake. Pardon me if it's kinda irritating or you don't know what am i talking as well, anyway i know i don't have many blog readers, so i think i just doing something extremely L-A-M-E and enjoying it myself. Haha.

Ok. Check list time (for this week).

1. Portfolio Presentation
Stucked with my Dreamweaver & all the unfamiliar codes. Ya CSS & Javascript are great, but am pretty bad in logical thinking so all this codes can really kill me. I even dream of all the codes flying. 4 weeks are really not enough for me. At 1st i thought of make a nice website so i can save up sometime for myself in the future on building another online portfolio. But now i think i gotta aim lower. Just for an A- maybe?

2. Advertising Campaign
Urghh it's a neverlasting subjects. We've been squeezed dried by Kins since last semester 1st project. Doing Star Movie campaign for now. Same thing, it's just all about ideasss. Put this at the last to do.

3. Publication
Nothing to said. This is one of the main cause why i'm so tired. And i don't know what's in her mind. Not going to sleep tonight because of this. Really don't know how to finish a magazine *at least a boleh tahan one in just 4 weeks when my masthead pun belum approve yet. Ok. Die soon :(

4. Business Management
Kinda easy going at the beginning. But then i think we really gotta do some hardwork from now on. Again. 4 weeks are really not enough. *sigh

Burn midnight oil. BURNED! Urghh.

. 4 More Weeks to Go .

2009-07-07T14:36:00.003+08:00

Darling.
I really hope i can spend more times with you.

Just back from college after having Portfolio Presentation class. Feel so tired with an empty stomach but with no appetite. Poor thing. Kinda satisfied with my evaluation progress marks just now, 25/30 for a cacat progress is better than what i expected. Anyway the highest they'll give is just 26/30, so it's a nice marks i guess.

I was like going to collapse. We just got 4 more weeks left for this semester. Suppose to be happy actually, but i don't think anyone of us in the class will hope that the semester ends faster *pardon me if there's some hope so. Because there's still tons of works we have to do but the time is so little for us. Really don't know why we have to rush through our life that much. How i hope i can just slow down my pace & do my things nicer. I've never been satisfy with my own outcomes of the works, always hope that i can do it better, always hope that i can have more times to make it nicer. But yet, cruel life always bully us :'( So, gonna endure much much more before the sweetest fruits get into out mouth.

My neck & shoulders are so pain like they're not mine anymore :'( I need a massage badly.

. Stress + Tired .

2009-07-07T02:23:00.004+08:00

Cute baby Cheryl :)

Last Friday, went to Poppy with a bunch of monkeys. Was being told it's a welcome gathering for Junmun, but then it's just the same old lame excuses for us to go crazeh. Being stupid for a whole night and even fell down together with Luan. ROFL it's so funny that we totally forgot anything about embarrass. Reach home at 6am and woke up at 930am to prepare for meeting at 11am. It's really a exhausted day for me.

On the following night, went to Wee Teng house for a small gathering with some high school friends. A gather after a long while. Updated each others life & crapped alots.

Stayed up 2 nights for my Dreamweaver, but darn, i can't see any progress. Just some rollover effects and some clickable area that leads to some other page. Am really sucks on logic thinking stuffs. Wasted lots of time figure out & trying to make things right. But then still lost in the middle of the coding. Too bad. Don't think i gonna do the evaluation later, hope that i can do more to show her to get higher marks for evaluation session, if my final outcome can't get me an A, at least i hope that the evaluation marks helps for better grade. But it's really killing me. Argh. Too tired to do any thinking for now.

That day i mailed Jamie my publication progress & informed her about my absented class last week. She didn't give me any advice on my things, just told me i need MC if i absent & see her in person in the coming class. Of course i know that, i got 3 quotas to absent and i know when should i use it, i never thought of asking her to tick my attendance by letting her know why am i absent last week, just to being honest to her lead a weird response. Anyway, who will go to get a MC for period pain? I think, she's one that more towards emotional thinking, she'll response more according to her own feeling and instinct. Bla. Anything. Don't care.

I feel really bad lately because i can't spend more quality time with Cheryl sweetheart. I really hope that i can be a good mummy for her and witness every moment of her growth. Sorry darling, mummy will try my best to spend more times with you. So sorry :'(

I got too many things to do. Too little time for me.

. What a Day .

2009-07-02T16:25:00.003+08:00

Nice dessert at Snowflakes :P

Ouch. Am having period pain and ponteng today's class to stay at home. Period pain is really killing me. Can't even feel my legs, too :'( Today's class is Jaime's Publication subject, suppose to show her my progress & stuffs, too bad that i don't have anything nice to show her & having period pain for now. It's really a miracle that i can still blogging here.

Kinda weak lately, i'm not having a very strong body as usual, will get weak or get sick easily after a few nights of midnight oil burning, was not feeling well since last night, somemore i'm having period pain for now, what a bad timing.

I'm a very very lazy person that will always find excuses for myself to be lazy or try to do things in a easier way. Some said that lazy people can actually be a genius sometimes because they can always think of some outrageous ideas to be lazy YET making their life great, haha funny, no? But things come different if the person is too lazy even just to do the thinking. Haha sometimes i'm like that too, anyway, who never felt lazy before? Why am i come out with this topic suddenly? Nah~ just because i'm getting lazy recently, kinda slack sometimes, not that i wont's finish my things, just that i'll drag & drag to do my things that i can done earlier or can do it better if i put more efforts. Bad bad yanfeei.

Ya. I really have to put more efforts. Oh. And more hardworks.

. Sunday .

2009-06-28T18:50:00.004+08:00

This is uber cute right? Cheerful colour :)
Took this @ Fullhouse in Niuzexui
wanna make this to my car in the future :D

A hot & boring Sunday afternoon we had for today. Actually there are tons of stuffs that i have to deal with but i'm just a slacking queen. Have been slack for whole day without doing anything and now, i'm blogging without a reason and without something meaningful to say.

Have to said that my brain is really like getting more & more towards mal-function, which i can feel that i got shorter memory span, always can't remember some tiny sorts of things or even happening big things. Sometimes what i have learned is like getting more & more heavy for me to absorb & digest. And i get to space out even more. For a person that have to deal with creativity, i think this looks like a disaster coming, no?

I have always dream of retiring on my 40. The big thing I'm aiming is not to be a billionaire or with lotsa fame. I also not sure for now actually. I know i'll change my mind for sure in the future, but for now, i just hope i can have some peaceful life without worrying anything & baby Cheryl can grow up healthily.

How i hope i can play for whole day without worrying that i can't finish my projects well for graduate. Arrghh. Life.

. After a Long Time .

2009-06-27T22:31:00.005+08:00

Here's some sneak peek from URBANSCAPE
lazy to upload all :P

It's a long long time since the last time i posted something here. Feel so sorry for myself *and for my pity abandoned blog* because i just can't seem to be determine on doing something. Have been kinda busy & tired lately, nah i'm always busy anyway. Just some same old excuses :P

It's impossible for me to track back what i have done in the pass few weeks, months probably? So won't be talking about history then.

Went to KLPAC Urbanscape 2009 with Belle today, seems there's more people going this year. It's really a great scene to see, at least i think it's kinda comfortable to have all the artsy-fartsy people around, not too hardcore one i mean, i can't stand with those in funny constume or try to make them look CREATIVE in some other ways. Glad that i don't look like a weirdo holding a DSLR lepak here & there because we got bunches of DSLR kaki there :P It's really funny when some people that don't have the idea of what's a DSLR always thought that i'm from what media when they saw me with a DSLR. By the way, my DSLR is just a small baby if compare with those professional photographer k. How i wish i can at least got the $ to upgrade my lenses arrrghhh. Wait for me! Will definitely upgrade my 'gah chang' when i have my own incomes :D

Today i bumped into quite lotsa familiar faces @ KLPAC, some of them used to be my classmates last time while i was still in AD055, but too bad, they don't look like remember me as they don't even smile back to me when i smiled to greet them. What an embarass moment. It's ok for me la actually, won't feel sad la, afterall, long time of deferred from TOA, i really didn't expect those previous Hi-Bye friends that just same class for one semester in TOA will still remember me. But of course it's a bliss if they remember me, who doesn't like bonuses? Anyway, I don't really remember all of their name though, so, fair enough haha :P

My neck & shoulder pain seems to get serious. It really hurt especially after days i stayed up late for assignments. Getting older & weaker in my mid of 20's, too bad :( And i thought that we're going to play badminton today, but ended up without a phone call. Must exercise more to gain back my stamina & become healthier :)

Wow, it's a long piece for me this time. And it's the 1st time i type in paragraphs haha. Hope it doesn't be hard to read.

Night world. Sweet Dream & wish for better tomorrow :)

. Slack .

2009-05-22T23:42:00.004+08:00

cute :)

kinda slack lately
no mood to do everything
hope this will turn out better eventually
i'm not those genius that can get everything done perfectly
without spending much time & efforts
gotta work more harder

but
can i have shopping 1st?
i'm so boring :(

. Trying .

2009-05-22T02:26:00.005+08:00

hmm nice
how i wish that i can have a full closet of pretty clothes
haha girls just never have enough of these :P

wow there's been sometimes that i didn't update my blog
sorry my bloggie for neglected you for so long
and sorry for those who has been keeping your eyes on my blog
if there's any hahaha
not really busy lately
but just lazy & nothing special to blog about
although there's some ups & downs in my life
but i'm just too forgetful
can't really recall the whole things that happened
maybe i just not treating my life too serious lately
and didn't enjoy it much haha

school started for 2 weeks
althought there's just 3 days class in a weeks & just 4 subjects to study
but i can already feel the tense of this semester
i didn't do very well for my last semester
not very happy with my results
although i'm kinda satisfied with my CI results
but nah~ i know that i'm just being an Ah Q here
i can do it better i know
just that i already gave up before i try my best
so i really hope i can score better this semester
and the bad things is
all the subjects seems to need us to put lotsa effort to come out with something
how i hope i can have Vincent class again haha
i scored A for his subject without putting much effort :P

what i wanna say?
oh ya almost forgot

congratulation dear sis :)
all the best in your new relationship
introduce him face to face to us next time k?
love you xoxo

:'(

2009-05-15T02:48:00.004+08:00

i'm so disappointed
every words of yours stab into my heart
it hurts :'(
u don't even understand my feeling
and u never will.

got nothing more to say
that's it.

should i make the decision?

. To-Do List .

2009-05-10T01:32:00.005+08:00

YES YES!
This is really the only thing i can tick on my previous list i set
it's NOTHING!
this is cute huh?

wow school reopen in 2 more days
did nothing too meaningful in this holiday
again, wasted such a lovely holiday

have some plans for quite sometimes
but i didn't actually put real efforts in it
that's why my To-do list still totally un-tick

okay, so here's the revised of my To-do list in the mid of 2009
hope i can tick all of these 'done' on 1 January 2010 :D

1. wanna do handmade stuffs/accessories for sale
have always wanted to sell some handmade stuffs made by my own
but because of time+budget+lazy
it's still hang up on the sky until now :P
don't wanna reveal what's the actual things i want to do 1st
wait until i have all these things done :)

2. wanna start on doing a illustrate storybook
yes have been always dreaming of become a writer/publisher
hey this is one of my childhood's dream :)
have been thinking for a very long time since i read Jimmy's illustrate book
wanna talk about my life, happy stuffs or even just make it as a diary
but nowadays there's lotsa illustrate books around
it's like everyone can publish one
even you don't have proper drawing skills or interesting writing style
but i think i should start with one too
i mean just for personal keep for now
maybe can just go & publish it after sometimes?
who knows? :)

3. wanna go for a whole body massage
damn, i have been saying this for 2 semester
but i still haven't go & have one to pamper myself
when can i have time to go for massage?
i need physical & mental relax :'(

okay i have reduced lotsa want-to-do things
i know i'm super super lazy
hope i'll get motivate after this :)

. Muaks .

2009-05-07T02:36:00.006+08:00

I Love You :*)

9:30pm, BK3 mamak stall, @ a table under a tree,

here goes .........
she says : what makes you like me?
he answer: don't know...
she says : why don't know? there must be something, isn't it?
he answer : hmmm...what things do you like about me then?
she says : because you sayang me loh
he answer : then that's because i love to sayang you loh!

haha what a senseless conversation
and the answer he gave seems kinda witty
the location where this happened doesn't have the right feel too
but i was touched
then only i realized
romantic doesn't happens only with those specific circumstances
no need to have dinner candles, violin, flowers or even steaks :D

thanks dear for loving me for nothing & just to love me :)
muaks love you always xoxo

. Go Gai Gai :) .

2009-05-04T23:56:00.008+08:00

Bazaar: KL Sunday Market
Location: CapSquare Kuala Lumpur
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening every First and Third Sunday of the month.
Opening Time: 10:00am - 6:00pm
Date: Starting from 19th April 2009

Bazaar: ASD's Birthday Bash
Location: CapSquare Kuala Lumpur
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening only on 9th May 2009.
Opening Time: 12:00pm - 6:00pm
Date: 9th May 2009

Bazaar: Jaya One Bazaar
Location: Jaya One, Petaling Jaya
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening every Friday, Saturday & Sunday!
Opening Time:
Friday 12pm - 10pm
Saturday 12pm - 10pm
Sunday 10:30am - 10pm
Date: Starting from 1st May 2009

Bazaar: A: Fair Weekend
Location: SOHO KL @ Mount Kiara
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening on every weekend.
Opening Time: 10:00am - 6:00pm
Date: Starting from 9th May 2009

Bazaar: Pick & Grab Part 4
Location: Hartamas Square, Desa Sri Hartamas (Food Court Arena)
Link Out: Click on the flyer above to view their website
Description: Happening only on 9th May 2009.
Opening Time: 10:00am - 5:00pm
Date: 9th May 2009

. Just Post .

2009-05-03T14:50:00.004+08:00

Polaroid is nice
will definite try to play with it when i able to get one
hope the films are not that pricey at that time :P

went to watch Wolverine last night
Nice movie :)
fast pace & breathtaking storyline
nice CG too
highly recommended guys
a nice movie worth watching in cinema :D

nothing special lately
has been stayed at home for these few days
taking care of monster Cheryl
being a rotten mushroom for whole holiday
how i wish i can have my school reopen right away
but without heavy assignments :P

oh ya
my baby Nikon D40x start to has some problem
the kit lens auto focus was malfunction i suppose
it's depressing :'(
but luckily it's not the problem of D40x body
or else i'll be crying like hell

at 1st i still thought of getting a 18-200mm lens
but then i haven't save enough $ for it yet
but now i think i really have to get one asap
fixing the kit lens is really not worth it
buying a new kit lens is about few hundreds
fixing it is about few hundreds too
better get a new one :(

. Spill It Out .

2009-05-01T02:08:00.006+08:00

nice vintage tone :)

have been kinda emo lately
maybe it's because i've been so bored at home
maybe it's because i'm going to have period soon
i'm not emo all the time
at least it's not when i got things to do
when i'm trying to have some peace for my mind
it's the time that all these emotions sink in

i wanna spill it all out
i really hope i can
but i hold back
i said : it's nothing, i'm fine, i'm ok
yes, it's what i hope i was
i wish that i'm fine so i no need to make anyone worries
yupe and it's actually not biggies at all
just that...yea like i said before
i just wanna express because i'm emo at the moment

even then only i realize
blog wasn't a spot for me to express all the things as well
maybe deep down
everyone needs secrets within ourselves, no?

i'm so insecure, perhaps
i have always indicate myself as a insecure & indecisive person
i know many don't think so
but i think i'm one when i met some critical junctions

i said i don't care
i said i won't mind
but do i really think that way?
i'm not sure
maybe it's what i wish i was thinking
should i deserved all these?
why can't i have something better?
why will i feel upset?
why will i feel that i have been neglected sometimes?
why will i feel that i've never earn any respect from them?
why i don't feel that my existence has been appreciated?
why will i think this way?
is it because i'm demanding too much?
am i wrong to think this way?
am i?

lotsa question marks huh?
ya maybe i'm that kind of people
who's more towards implosive emotions
got anything like this?
but anyway
i'm still a happy-go-lucky one
yes always stay optimistic
life is about looking forward right?
there's really nothing like Curious case
and for sure i'l be fine after a sleep
don't doubt on my EQ
i got high marks on it :P

. Bye Choco .

2009-04-29T21:50:00.004+08:00

Hope you can be a sweet angel up there

this morning there's something sad happened
my hamster Choco rest in peace already
was so sad & guilty :'(
Choco just stayed 3 months ++ with us only
it's the shortest time that a hamster stayed with me
i have always wanted to have hamsters
but i'm not a good owner

is my fault that i didn't take good care of her
i don't even know how she get sick or when she get weak
i didn't spend more of my time to play with her
i didn't let her stay in a very comfortable environment
i didn't clean her cage too frequent
everytime i saw her while i came back or go out
i just called her name & pat her on her small head
she don't even have chance to smell me on my fingers
everytime when i hold her on my hand
it's the time that i need to clean her cage & take her out of her cage
after she died i don't even have place to bury her
i can only put her in a thick Jacob's soda biscuits box that filled with wood bedding
and i don't take any photo of her
here i should write down my memoirs of her
to remind me of her in the future
i can't even take good care of a small hamster
so sad :'(

she's actually a dark brown cutie with light brown stripes on it
she is very cute when she rolling her dark eyes looking at you
her small pink nose moves up & down when she sniffed around
she has big appetite & that's why she grew very fast
she sleep dead in day time but at night
you can hear the sound that she cycling on her roll excessively
i suppose that she know she's fat & wanna toned up secretly

awwww how sad :'(

Choco was actually my b'day present from friends
feel sorry to my friends too :(

Choco
May you rest in peace.
I'll remember you always.

. Anything .

2009-04-26T23:03:00.009+08:00

yesterday mum + Yanwey + Yanchyau came to find us
and since it's just 2 days earlier for mum b'day
then me + Steven + Cheryl
went to have lunch together with them
we treat mum to eat at Wong Kok restaurant in IOI Mall
and also to celebrate Mothers' Day in advanced

we went to DAISO after that
yeah we just love to see all those fresh & cute stuffs
but not for Steven i suppose haha
actually there's lotsa stuffs that i would love to buy
but yet not sure i'll use it after i buy or not
impulsive shopaholic :P
so i just skipped around touching this & that
like a uber curious baby :)

wow check this out
Analogue camera case for slipping in your camera
how cute :)

i like the colour of this camera case
so sweet
heart it lots :)

she also have this kind of case
not like the 3D cases i showed as above
but it's also so lovely
i think i can make something like this 1st
easier for someone lack of patient like me :P

a phone pouch for your iphone
a delicate one, no?

just now i found this online store at Etsy
this website is actually for designers selling own handmade stuffs
then i found this Hine's Store pronounced as [hee-neh]
she selling handmade pouches,cases or small dolls
all hand stitched & made out by felts & buttons
it's really oh-so-adorable :)
and it's very creative of her
heart it lots :D
although i think the thing is not too hard for me to do
i can made something exactly like this
although the stitches might be kinda cacat though
but i have to say that i really don't have that patient
and if not of her
i won't get inspired to do something that cute
but if i got the time
sure that i'll try to work one for myself
maybe i can do a bigger one like Nikon D40x lookalike bag
to slip in my baby D40x :D

. Sunny Shooting Day .

2009-04-24T00:43:00.009+08:00

on that super sunny hot day
i went to help Belle to shoot photos
and that's why i get sick now :'(
i didn't get sunburned but i get sick
Belle get sunburned haha
should this be lucky or unlucky? lolx
not sure can i say what's the photos for right now
because Belle is having some sort of quiz given out in her blog :)
so i just post some photos of that day
not the important photos of course
the main course will only be uploaded after Belle said i can :D
after the photo shoots we went to have some walking at Petaling Street
having great interactions with dear Uncle Sun all day long until 5pm
no wonder i'll get sick after that haha

just let the pictures below do the talking then :)

busy Belle set up her THINGS on the table
in PBS Room in her secondary school
is it call PBS Room? Did i get the name right?
messy messy messy & messy all around :P

extra credits to these two juniors of Belle
for being helpful & kepoh-ing around :D
oppss forgot to ask what their names

ahem!! hoi Belle
i suppose you're familiar with your dearest PBS room right?
what's the word sticking on that wall huh? XD

it's sunny
it's green
it's blue
it's KANCIL!!
i love this shot actually :)
Cil-chan enjoying the big sun on a nice spot of green
Cil-chan is the name came up by me mwahaha

Like this shot too :)
what a great transforming photographer i am
walao perasannya hahahaha
i think Belle look nice in this shot :D
thing to improve?
u got to wash your Cil-chan lah Belle

woohoo blissful lunch time after hardworks
thanks Belle for treating me for this nice meal @ MM Cafe
i'm having the Arrabiata Spaghetti with Ice Lemon Tea
the spaghetti was nice :)
and my cacat hand?
i'm actually acting how's Cheryl doing "YES"
when we suppose to form a "V" peace symbol with our 2 fingers
yes she's using thumb instead of her index finger sweat

Belle was having Fish & Chips with Ice Lemon Tea
how i wish i was not having ulcers at that time
so i can get that set :(
now only i realize Belle's shirt colour
match with the whole environment :)

p/s: i changed the song on my blog again :D

. Yes It's Hot .

2009-04-23T12:44:00.007+08:00

好热情的阳光 :P

我生病了
好懊恼噢
也不懂是什么病
不过我猜是中暑啦
就全身没力＋关节痛＋头晕晕＋头有一点小痛＋喉咙痛到爆炸＋胸口有恶心作呕的感觉
而外再附送小伤风鼻子呼吸不顺畅＋胸口郁闷＋没有胃口
google了一下中暑的症状
我中了几样
所以应该是中暑了吧？
中暑可不可以叫太阳病？
中暑不怎么好听
太阳病听起来比较可爱
而且它也是因为太阳而病嘛

昨天在烈日下活动太久了
可能喝不够水呱
加上前一晚不怎么够睡
就生病了
我还真是弱不经晒哈哈
所以奉劝各位大大小小的
最近天气干燥炎日反覆无常
要喝多多水吃多一点水果
不要去太阳底下晒太久
要爱护自己不要生病噢

p/s:
我在我的blog换了一首新歌噢
歌名I Love You O.T 爱很简单
我觉得好好听噢 *对吧对吧？
比陶吉吉的好听和有feel多了 :)
对不起了陶吉吉的fans :P

. It's Pink .

2009-04-22T00:32:00.004+08:00

Starry starry night
paint the palette blue & grey
hmm nice song
will upload this song here
when i free :)

boring boring booooring
actually i need to teach B.M today
but due to some problem
today's class cancel
get back home earlier
nothing to do

facing my handful princess Cheryl
she's just too cute but yet a baby monster
unable to get angry with her no matter how naughty she is
so i let her play around with herself
actually all the things in the room can be her toys
hyperactive & super curious baby
i just raised my voice to warn her
when she gonna pick up things she not suppose to

decided to change my blog layout
too boring facing the same layout throughout the year
don't get it wrong here while you 1st saw my blog
i'm not too fond of pink actually
not sure why i pick this theme eventually
just wanna make a big changes to it
this burst of pink should be able
to bring a little bit more of excitement to our eyes

hope you guys think it's nice
if you find it disturbing
just let me know
i'll change to something nicer then :)

. Jogoya .

2009-04-20T16:14:00.008+08:00

Ya that's right
we're what we eat
so not a bad thing to be slightly fussy sometimes :)
and the main thing is
we paid for it :D lolx

went to Jogoya for the dinner buffet yesterday with hubby
got the buy 1 free 1 pax voucher
so went there to celebrate our 2nd anniversary :)

this's the 2nd time we having the buffet at Jogoya
the 1st time was also to celebrate our 1st anniversary haha
but this time Jogoya was really disappointed me

why? now i tell u why

1. Timing
we went for dinner buffet session which is 5pm-9pm
but not sure what really happened
customers can only enjoy their meals for 2 hours
meaning for those who came in 5pm have to leave on 7pm
so we're the batch that left on 7pm
although 2 hours are enough to make us full like hell
but normal dinner session suppose to be 4 hours
and RM88++ just for 2 hours?

2. Foods
i still remember the 1st time we went Jogoya
their foods were really nice
and they have great quality control on it
but this time it's really a big NO for me
the variety of foods still almost the same
just the standard really went down the slope
i can't list out the bad part of the food 1 by 1
so i just list out a few which i can remember

the bamboo clams they have look really big & nice
but once u bite on it
oh gosh all the sand is in your mouth
it's not only a few bamboo clams not clean
it's ALL with sand inside
sushi section was not with very fresh sushi too
and for those who've been to Jogoya before
know that we have to give them the clips
so they'll cook the selected food for us
but their foods take so long to cook
and once it reach us it's so cold
not even abit of warm on it
and yaada yaada yaada
to many for me to list all

3. Hygiene
i saw cockroaches everywhere
under the table
near the kitchen
and the most geli is that
i saw 2 cockroaches on the stack of plates & go towards a big bowl of food!
gosh i don't dare to take the foods from that section after that

4. Staffs
some staffs are not very polite
lasy to say what's actually happened
but i think this's easy to understand

5. Good part
ya the desserts section is still doing great
nice quality desserts they have
the cocktail bar section was good too
nice wine & SOME nice cocktails ya not all were nice
and the Haagen Daaz ice creams woohoo
although can't stuff too much of ice creams after the food war
but it's still the most worth part for me
yum yum :P

so overall
i think if compare with other Japanese buffet restaurants
Jogoya is still slightly better in some aspect
but if compare with its own previous standard
it really have to make some efforts on it
or else RM88++ is really not worth for a dinner buffet
after tax is RM110++ leh :X
i rather go to Shogun for just RM58++
anyway i think i'll still go there
but not on discounts or promotions period:P

but otherwise
yesterday was a happy day though
spending almost a whole day time to gai gai with hubby :)
although the meal was not really satisfying
but we ate happily & FULLLL too
happy anniversary dear muaxx :D

p/s: this's just my personal views
for those who wanna try it out can just go ahead
hope you can come back & prove that i'm wrong :)
then i'll go there to eat with confidence next time

. Get Well Soon .

2009-04-19T00:03:00.010+08:00

i miss this toy piano
lovely isn't it?
many played with this childhood toy right?
okay sorry for those who doesn't :P
i can remember mine was black colour
not sure how's my toy piano ended up
but i remember i like it so much
played until some keys were out of pitch :)
kinda curious why these are not in the market now
why must all the electronic musical instruments take over these?
this is really a lovely toy :)

on the day
i start to have my lovely term break
pity me caught a flu
luckily no fever at the moment
hard to breath with my nose now
have to breath through my mouth
rubbed on lotsa Vapour rub
on my pinkish nose
cause i sneezed & rubbed it a lots
*Rudolph the red nose reindeer lalalalala~*
my nose is so hot now

get well soon :(

Where have we been?
1. Home
2. Midvalley + The Gardens

What's inside my stomach now?
1. Carl's Jr's Super Star burger
2. Gelato Fruity's Rocher rocher ice-cream
3. Snowflakes's Green Tea Frozzie

Status & Mood?
1. Full + Contented *yummy :D
2. Guilty *too much Kcal for today :P
3. Drowsiness *sick mah of course loh :(

p/s: what a crapping post :P
just wanna update some things

. Happy 2nd Anniversary .

2009-04-17T23:27:00.007+08:00

lovely isn't it?
:) muaks

the moment i start to type the 1st word for this post
my screen shows it's 11:28pm
i'm now in Old Taste Kopitiam with hubby
ya u read it right, Old Taste
and Old Town is actually just opposite it
how ironic haha
ok that's not the point actually

what i want to say is
there's few more mins to go
and it's our 2nd Wedding Anniversary :)
wow how fast the time flew
we have been together for 4 years
our princess is already 17 months

Dear,
2 years already!
yeah happy not? haha
there's lots of ups & downs that we've been through
i know that i've been upset you for sometimes
nobody is perfect
and i know i'm not a good good good wife :P
not too sure whether love can be eternity
but right at this moment
i'm loving you with all my heart
thanks for always caring me
thanks for always sayang me
thanks for always be with me
thanks for always there for me
thanks for loving me
thanks for everything
there's too much for me to thanks
and i'm lack of words to convey my love
*ya lazy to do copywriting at the moment bleh*
Love You So Much Dear :)
Happy 2nd Anniversary!

p/s: sorry dear, no time and $ to get any present for you this time :P

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I edit this post when we get home after Old Taste tour
so happie & surprise
guess what?
because hubby get me my favourite perfumes
yupe it's DKNY Be Delicious
yay my luvie green apple :)
happie :D
Thx dear muaxs*

. Blur .

2009-04-08T01:14:00.005+08:00

Ok i'm going to NAP + FOREVER soon :)

so tired & stress lately

so tired until i blur like hell

i always repeat doing something

hmm unconscious ke?

and when i realize

i was like: huh? what am i doing?

i'll brush my teeth twice

i'll wash my face twice

i'll plug in my pendrive & eject it then plug in again

i'll looking all over the place for my hp

while it's actually in my pocket

i'll pass the road without thinking of the incoming cars

and bla bla bla

oh my i'm so blur

don't even know what am i doing

can't even think logically

i think 80% of my brain cells are malfunction now

and the rest are waiting to die soon haha

two projects down

two more to go

1 more week left

i need my holiday

sooooooo much

. 10 Days To Go .

2009-03-31T19:03:00.006+08:00

wooow typo ;)

yeepie! 10 more days to go!
i'm so desperado for holiday now :D
but am so busy for now
i don't even have mood to plan my lovely holiday
arghhh all the 4 subjects
are having the projects due date on next week
it's really killing me softly but cruelty
my schedule is darn pack now
kinda worry for these
if i put my efforts on subjects A,B
then my subjects C,D results won't be very good
and same things goes the other way round
just that i unable to give 100% for every projects
*sigh* what i can do now is just
work, work, work & WORK on it
no matter how's the things come out eventually
i shouldn't let myself be regret for anything
YES! YOU GO GIRL xD!

weh anyone interested with my Kenzo not?
i wanna get rid of it ASAP leh
i need MONEY :D
anyway, who doesn't? hahaha

short notes:
Ming gurl! you're always that amazing.
Go for it in MDG, will keep on voting you
and will find more people to back you up :)
you're doing really great in there
just be Ming, that's all :)
good luck & be tough!
hugs + kisses*

. Tired .

2009-03-25T00:08:00.005+08:00

Awwwww i was just too tired
too tired even for yaaawwnn

i'm tired
really very tired
also don't know why
i doesn't seem like did lots of thing
doesn't seem like did my things well either

but i finish my things so slow
why huh?
really can't help
i not slowing it down purposely

okay
i'm a slacker
maybe?
yea of course i don't hope i'm

but i really wish that
i could slow my pace down
real sloooowwww

so that i can spend times
on things i would love to learn more
on hobbies i would love to work more
on people i would want to love more
on friends i would want to know more

but my times just not enough
i can't even get enough sleep

then
how ah?
just grumbling loh
just crap loh
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
like what i do now XD

. Flower By Kenzo .

2009-03-23T22:33:00.005+08:00

Hey for those who read my blog know that
how i got these Flower by Kenzo range right?
it's really too many just for self using
so i going to sell it off in cheaper price
for those who's interested
do feel free to contact me ya
price stated still can nego :)

Up for grabs now are what showing in the photos above,
refer to the no. below the products:

Item 1: Flower by Kenzo EDT 30ml = RM 100
Item 2: Flower by Kenzo EDT 50ml = RM 160
Item 3: Flower by Kenzo EDP 50ml = RM 175
Item 4: Flower by Kenzo EDP 100ml = RM 235
Item 5: Flower by Kenzo Perfume Deodorant Spray 150ml = RM 67
Item 6: Flower by Kenzo Milky Shower Cream 150ml = RM 67
Item 7: Flower by Kenzo Creamy Body Milk (Lotion) 150ml = RM 88

If you buy Item 5+6+7 altogether = RM 200
If you wanna buy perfumes & the body care range together
can just let me know,
the price will be adjust lower bit of course

*Do take notes there's different prices between the EDP & EDT yea.
All the prices i listed out are 30% off (or more) from counter price !!!
Q&As are welcome!!

Warranty: Because i just accept COD,
so if you COMFIRM BUYING
can just test & check the perfumes conditions on the spot.

Dealing method: Strictly COD only

Location: Puchong, Sri Petaling, Bukit Jalil, Sunway Pyramid

Contact method/details: PM or SMS/Call 0173512305

Items conditions: ABSOLUTELY NEW & AUTHENTIC in packaging!!

Reason for sale: I won these but it's too many for self using

. Hot .

2009-03-22T00:51:00.004+08:00

I'm like a hot cupcake in the desert muahahaha XD

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pheww it's so hot these few days
and i ate tom yam just now
now it's like fire burning in my stomach

last night about 11pm
the electric wire infront of our house
that supplies the electricity of our row of houses
went 'puufff' then the wire broked!
but thanks to our TNB staffs that standby 24 hrs
they came & fixed it about 230pm
consider effective already
because before that i think they unable to come too
raining so heavily
yea then the electricity back to normal at 345pm
luckily last night rained
or else sure damn hot

why we have endless of assignments & projects to do huh?
why we don't have holidays huh?
why even there's holiday but we can't seems to rest huh?
why i have to stay late almost everynight huh?
aduh i think my life won't be too long hahaha

it's so hot today!!!!!!

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. Heeee Contented .

2009-03-18T22:28:00.004+08:00

Yay the new Arias up to my collection shelf :)
oh and it comes with the OK-looking organizer

it's one of my teenage memory :)
i remember that i used to catch up every of it new released
oh sounds that i'm so old already lolx

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went to the Popular bookstore's Sales in IOI mall just now
kinda dissapointed
since i thought there'll be more worthful things
mana tahu just some outdated book on sales
some more not nice books
maybe the sales in summit will be better
at least got dictioneries up for sales there
Sheanne, luckily you didn't go today XD
but i bought something there too hee

woah so happy finally i got the Arias album
it's just RM36.90 after discount weh NP: RM56.90
don't ask me why i like these kind of songs
hey and i'm not old chap kay
i'm just more spirited la i think haha
i think hubby won't like these kind of songs
haha he more to R&B or hip hop genres
before this is the Bandari album
also one of my favourite yeaa
i haven't get the full set yet
still owe 4 albums i think
so sad that i lost my original Secret Garden album
just left the one i burned before *sob sob*

anyway feel so contented today
maybe is because all the things go quite smooth
weather is good too
exclude that i don't get enough sleep last night

i also not sure why
i'll finish a book in a very very short time
once i start i can't stop until i finish it
make me feel like the book is worthless
okay
i must try to read my Chicken Soup for Soul
slowly slowly slowly slowly slowly

Mood now? : contented + relaxed :)
Why & How? : drinking hot green tea + listening to Arias + blogging + going to read Chicken Soup for Soul

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. Last Week .

2009-03-15T17:20:00.004+08:00

This is the photo that won me the Kenzo prizes
it's actually to take photo of the red poppy as the main character
as the poppy was actually to raise fund for Children AIDS council
so my concept was 'red poppy=life guard' ?
haha not sure that's why i was surprised
i won as 1 of the 5 winners among so many contestents in M'sia
this photo actually got crittic by Mr. Christopher
he said i should have put the poppy above the LIFEGUARD worrrrr

The Flower by Kenzo product range that 'worth RM 2,500'
Happy family photo :)

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ahha again
my blog has been dried out for more than 1 week
really don't know why am i always being busy
ya there's too much to said
yet there's nothing to said
just being busy & rushing for the assginments
having random shoulder ache + fever
guess these are something for the passed week

oh ya promised my sis that i'll post
the photo that i won me the Kenzo prizes
for the prizes
actually it stated clearly said that it 'worth RM 2,500'
but i really can't see there's really worth that much
anyway
better than nothing lah
since i also didn't expect for anything at first
but i'm going to letting go my perfumes
not really a fan of Kenzo
so interested anyone?
will be cheaper than market price ;)

why am i always just post about things that passed?
i think it's because i'm always so slooowwww haha

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. Craps .

2009-03-06T04:50:00.005+08:00

Awww how cute :)

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wow there's been a while
not that free to blog lately
too busy until i don't really remember
what things i would like to blog

went to two pasar malam in this week
having my head burst for doing CI
............................& bla bla blaa

oh ya and thanks to Jooi Theng
1st time i tried the pan mee in Serdang
and it's the best pan mee i tried before
actually i just tried the pan mee of two stalls
out of so many others pan mee stalls in Serdang
but it's so nice & delicious
even it's just a normal home made pan mee
and it's so cheap + large portions
mmmm miss it hee :)
would love to try out all the pan mee in Serdang
haha sounds impossible

start to think about it
Serdang can really be consider as a food heaven
but mostly are chinese cuisines la
because Serdang is a new village
of course main race there is Chinese
but thanks to this we have so many nice foods there
but how come i heard of people mention that
Malacca, Penang, Kay-Elle are food heavens
but no one evers talk about Serdang huh?
or it's just me that didn't know
if there's people talking about it?
haha whatevurr ~

please forgive me
i got nothing nice to post about
then i crap so much about pan mee :)

oh i wanna said i wanna said something
that's Finallieeeee....
the company ask us to go get our prizes!!
yeepie oh if for those who wondering what's about
it's actually i won the bla bla photography contest
that organized by 'Flower by Kenzo'
lazy to talk about contest details
but surprisingly
i won it
really didn't expect it for a single bit
just submitted the photo to get the marks for assg
and the prizes are
Flower by Kenzo range products worth RM 2,500
ermm not sure it's a good or bad things
hope it's in cash actually :'(
haha better than nothing lar :)

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. If .

2009-02-24T01:04:00.005+08:00

Yeepie piggy bank in mission.

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if i got the chance
i'll definitely go to study overseas
if i got the chance
i would like to study while tavelling
if i got the chance
i will learn 30 languages
if i got the chance
i would like to be a backpacker
if i got the chance
i would love to retire on my 40s
if i got the chance
i'll give Cheryl all the things that's best for her
if i got the chance
i will do lots of lots of things

then i realized
all these things can only be done
if i got lots of money
i'm not a very materialistic person
but this is a real world that is very realistic
we just wanna get satisfied
either physically or mentally
everyone has different needs
you can said that you don't care about money
but we can't deny that money are important
i don't wish to be very very very very rich la
i just want to be rich enough
to live my life well enough for eveything
too rich will just be another burden for us

that day Joseph said something
that i agreed with him
he said that
everyone's just like a piece of blank paper
then money & wealth are like the dust
if you put the paper there
the dust will get thicker & thicker
and eventually you'll have to get rid of the dust too
mean you have to use all the money you have earned la
you can't bring the money away with you when you die right?
i don't know he heard this from elsewhere
or it's his own philosophy
but i think it's kinda true

sigh lazy to type already
night world :)
wish all of you guys earn more :D
I wanna watch Benjamin button XD

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. I Dreamed .

2009-02-19T19:45:00.004+08:00

brighten up each & every of my day :)

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this morning
i dreamed that

joseph said i did well on my CI handbook

hahaha wat the heck
i know this will never happens in reality
but i feel quite happy because of the dream
i think i really afraid that he crittic my works
and i hope that he will say something nice
that's why i have this super stupid dream haha

tomorrow is CI class again
no mood for it
did nothing to show him
don't feel like going la
macam mana??

that day May Ann
ask us to create a branding for ourselves
show her next week
for those who can't get me
it's actually just ask us to think of a ...
slogan or tagline for ourselves lar
like giving a intro of yourself in a short sentence
so that people can roughly imagine & understand
what kind of person are you
E.g. Carrie cares. *this is an example she gave*
ermm but i really can't think of one for myself
then only i realize
i got no characteristic & personality
and i don't know how others' think of me
aduh sad-nya haha
can anyone tell me

what do you think about me??

anything will helps :)
let me know more about myself heee

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. That Day .

2009-02-18T16:53:00.004+08:00

Hand my love over you with warm warm hands :)

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wednesday + cloudy day = today
tired + full + shoulder pain = my status
happy + lazy = my mood

that day
i made some confessions to you
i am so blur that time
can't recall all the things i said
but i remember i talked lots
lots about me
lots about what i think
lots about what i thought
lots about how i feel
lots about how i felt too

it's the 1st time
i confessed so much at once
it's the 1st time
i confessed to you

i didn't expect any response from you
i just thought of sharing all my thoughts
but i admit i'm selfish at that time
because i didn't even expect how you'll feel

you always said you won't understand
if i don't wanna say
i also not sure which plug i sot-ted that day
i talked non-stop for all the things

i have always being so insecure
being so timid to speak out my feeling
but i'm glad that i finally made it
it's really a great relief for me
although i'm afraid how to face you after that
but i'm happy that you handled this well
i know you love & respect me

sorry if i said something that hurt you
sorry if i did something wrong
sorry if i made you feel bad
sorry if i being so clumsy
sorry for everything

dear
thanks for always by my side
thanks for supporting me always
thanks for respecting me
thanks for caring me lots
thanks for making my life happy
thanks for everything
and the most important is
thanks for loving me with all your hearts
every day & every minutes

dear
i love you lots :)
more & more everyday

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. Laaaazy .

2009-02-17T01:02:00.004+08:00

wuuu polka dotssss :)

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今天
不懂要讲什么好
我没有emo啦
就真的是不懂要讲什么

好无奈
觉得我的人生有点空虚
原本死死想要写些什么
update下我的blog
可是真的不懂要讲什么

那些人到底是怎么boost他们的blog
令到他们有百万人浏览的啊?
他们就真的那么多有趣的事情发生哦?

我一天里面也有很多事情做啦
可是有趣的不觉得有几样
有时浑浑噩噩地过了一天
回顾一整天做过什么的时候
竟然还发现不怎么记得
自己做了什么
好失败的人生噢

我给自己的借口是: 太忙
所以很多事情也没心情去记
很多东西也没心思去理
我的确是有在忙啦
只是我自己都知道
如果真的有心的话
很多东西都还是可以做到的

就好像我说过
我有很多东西想学
很多东西想做
很多东西想完成
还有一大堆
结果这一堆的" 想 "
就真的只是在想
都没什么在做

其实说穿了
还不是一个字: 懒

我想
我以后还是不要想太多
只求我可以除多点我的懒筋
就好了 :)

说了不懂要写什么
结果还是不长不短写了一堆
哈哈哈 ;)

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. 13rd . 14th .

2009-02-14T20:46:00.006+08:00

The Valentine's present i gave my hubby
Mr. Messy t-shirt :)

My Valentine's gift from hubby
heart shape pendant necklace from Giordano
thx dear muaks :*)

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13rd Feb 2009
our 4th anniversary
14th Feb 2009
our 5th Valentine's Day

although we don't have a very fun day today
but it's still a heart warming day
for us to hang out & lunched together
Happy Valentine's dear hubby *muaks*
hope that we can spend
each & every year's Valentine's together :)

Happy Valentine's to everyone out there too
for those who already find their right one
just enjoy & appreciate your partner :)
for those who haven't
no need to rush it's not a competition
life is still great with or without lover

we have few friends left for Aussie yesterday
i didn't go to airport for Kar Mun & Darren's departured
they have been overseas for few times already
so i think it's ok for them this time
but anyway
take care guys
all the best in every single things :)

then our friend Jun Mun took off last night
we went to send him off
he said he go there to study for 2 years
but not sure whether coming back or not after graduate
*sigh* we really don't wanna lose this friend *sob sob*
this is the 1st time he go to study overseas
hope that he can cope with everything there
have a great study life there
and enjoy his new Aussie life
take care yourself ah Jun Mun
we will miss you lots
remember to let us know how's your life there ya
don't forget us !!

oh dear i'm so sad yesterday
cried at KLCC oh no no is KLIA *shame shame err hehe*
my eyes are so shallow
i cried everytime when we got friends leaving haha
anyway
all the best to all of those who's studying in overseas ya :)

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. 15th Months .

2009-02-06T21:56:00.003+08:00

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didn't upload any of Cheryl's photos for a very long time
simply took these today when she's playing with herself
our sweetie pie is going to be 15th months tomorrow
time flew faster than you can imagine
although she still learning how to walk
although she still learning how to talk
although she still learning on everything
but i know she can make it in the coming days :)
Happie 15th months darling muaks*

Cheryl is trying to get down from the chair
*her pose is like emperor sitting on their big chair haha*

Awww sweetie pie
* she got the naughty look on her face *

Oh my goodness why my darl smile like that !!
*feel like wanna knock on her head lolx*

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. ? .

2009-02-06T14:50:00.004+08:00

灰灰的天里一颗红红的心

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我好像说了些什么吧
怎么我会没什么印象了
依稀记得我哭得把你肩膀弄湿了
我好像说了些埋在心里很久的话

我是否说了些平时没有勇气说的话?
我说的话会不会伤害了谁?
我说的话有没有令谁生气了?
到底是什么
记不清楚了
只记得我很难过很难过
说了出来后的心情释放多了

我说的话会是疑问句吗?
如果是
那我得到答案了吗?
遗憾我没什么印象了

这次真的是最后一次了
下一次的话
应该是很遥远的以后吧

我的天空
最近都还蛮灰的
可是我不希望别人眼里的天空
会是跟我的一样
所以不开心的事别再说那么多了
希望大家都有晴朗的天空 :)

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. Untitled .

2009-02-05T16:21:00.003+08:00

Where should i go?
What should i do?

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still in the progress of making a decision
still in the progress of emo-ing
now only i know i'm not that tough at all
i'm just a big kiddie that always hope for more
hope for more times
hope for more funs
hope for more chances
hope for more friends
hope for more love
hope for more in everything

i'm improving myself on my skills
but deep down in my heart i know that
i'm still not ready to face the future
i'm not afraid of darkness
but without the ability to foresee
what will going on in the future
i'm not brave enough to take the risk
ya i can't take any failure

Joseph said
Do or DIE
in that case i choose DIE
but i'll DO it in my own way
i'll colour up my future with my own hand
maybe it will not be the brightest future
but it gonna be the colourful future

now
what's the 1st colour should i use?
what's the colour method should i use?
oh dear
life is really about making decisions *fainted*

If you want to do,
then do the right things,
not doing the things right.

要做就要做对的事，
而不是把事情做对。

am i doing the right things now??

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. Stop or Go .

2009-02-03T02:17:00.004+08:00

Stop :(

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i'm so weak
i'm so not-good
i'm so not talented
i'm so not gifted
i'm such a failure
i just unable to hold on any longer
i'm gonna give up
and yea
i really wanna give up

but why are there always
so much of things
that make me hesitate again
and again
and again
and again
and again

i wasted lots of time
i wasted lots of chances
i think i lost now
i think i will really give it up

can i ?
should i ?

oh darn
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?

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. Gong Hei Fatt Choi .

2009-01-29T15:27:00.005+08:00

Gong xi Gong xi :)

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Gong Hei Fatt Choi everyone
there's quite some times
that i have been slack on blogging
deeply in CNY mood lolx
my life are kinda fun lately
because 1st was my b'day then followed by CNY
been through many happening & fun things :)
too much to mention or to write down
*yea it just an excuse for being lazy haha*
recalled what i have done hmmm

1. Went to the latest trend of Japanese buffet TENJI japanese restaurant with friends as a celebration for my 21st b'day in advanced *kinda dissapointed with Tenji :( for those who interested on asking comments do feel free to ask me, i'm lazy to blog about it hehe*

2. Have my 21st b'day striked 12 at Bar Celona *my 1st clubbing exp although it's not a good memories anyway thanks for those who involved on my 21st*

3. Went to Genting Highland with hubby 2D1N for my b'day *finally can walk into casino so proudly haha*

4. We start to give angpaos this CNY!!!!!!! *ahh we upgrade to uncle aunty's level already huhu*

5. Went back to Bukit Beruntung to have dinner with my family *my dad did some GREAT thing that day hahaha*

6. Went to Genting casino with friends AGAIN *that day was not our day :( lose RM50*

7. Gambling & have fun at friendssss house *thanks wai kit, andrew, jun mun, KC for being a great host :) we won quite an amount*

8. Got a surprise belated b'day present from hubby *Thanks hubby muaks i lurve the present so muchie xoxo*

9 . ....... . . . . . . .Hope there's more to come lolx yea

maybe it sound just like a simple week for you
but i'm quite happy with it :D
okay now stop a while & look back

Yan Feei
it's already Thursday & only 3 more days till school reopen
when are you going to start your assignments?

oh dear oh dear
i really don't have a single bit of mood to start
macam mana??

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. Buffday .

2009-01-20T01:10:00.003+08:00

Mmm hmm. lick the cake :P

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my b'day is on 23rd Jan
i like my b'day date loads
easy to remember and it's kinda cool :p
don't know what should i wish for this b'day
it's my 21st weee it's a big day
chinese elder people will give a gold key
to those who's turning 21st
it's some kind of symbolize that means
we already grow up in some aspect
can take the key and open up the door of freedom
haha i didn't take it too seriously
but won't jump off the presents part :P

as for my b'day wish
i got too much to hope for
but then no idea what to hope for
not sure whether i'll have
a b'day cake to make a wish not haha
although i got a whole full of list
of the presents i did love to get
but i think a simple surprise will be great for me
*mean normal gift to let me guess what's inside, duh?*

oh sleepy already
that's for today
nothing much to said
just to refresh my blog with new post :)

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. Nothing much .

2009-01-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

i hope to be on the top of the mountain.

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just passed the 3rd week after my school reopened
yea and it's CNY holiday after next thrusday
Friday is my 21st buffday yeepie :)
1 year older but things don't really change much
life still goes on like how it used to be

i'm hesitated before this
thought of making some changes to my current life
yea not only one changes i thought of making
if i make a decision at that time
there'll be a few BIG changes
that maybe create a turning point for my life
but somehow i stopped
get back to the same old days
because i can't foresee what'll going to happen
if i came out from my current life routines

not much to said about
lazy somemore
i am a failed blogger muahaha

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. Happie 2009 .

2009-01-03T12:00:00.003+08:00

Fly fly fly.

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it's the 3rd day of 2009
Happ New Year again
didn't hope much for this year
because i think if what i wish is not very great
than i can just try to make it happens with my own hands
for those too great to make it happens
haha then better forget about it
isn't it?

that day on the New Year eve
having BBQ at home with friends
after the BBQ ended on 10pm
then me & hubby rushed to Genting for the 2nd round
friends asked us to go for countdown there
kinda excited while on the way
like i said i've never been involve in any countdown party before
*the Christmas eve last year won't count*
although we reached Genting in time
but we unable to get a parking
so we still missed the countdown part
& i unable to find out how crowded is it at the scene
*find out today at the newspaper omg luckily i didn't get to the scene it's freakin crowded lolx*
but luckily we still manage to see the fireworks
the 1st time i get to see the fireworks at such a close distance
wow amazing *pity that i failed to take photos*
haha we watched the fireworks while
we stucked in the traffics somewhere at Genting
then all the people just came out from the cars to watch it
kay la consider special experience too :D

school reopen on coming Monday
still in the holiday mood
*sigh* macam mana?

yeepie hubby promised to spend the coming
New Year eve at Genting with me :)
oh my 21st buffday is coming
no idea how to celebrate it

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. Yeehaa .

2008-12-31T14:54:00.005+08:00

Wish that everyone is having a happy year onward :)

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oh dear it's already the end of 2008
times flew but i can't even feel the different i made for my life
i didn't finish up my 2008 to-do-list *do i have 1? lolx*
but now i have to start to plan my 2009 to-do-list
i think it will be just the same things as the previous year
but just add on more things haha

going to have a BBQ partay at home today
with hubby's friends
actually i'm not a big fan of sizzling up my watever Eve night
but just to have some fun with friends

for this year's Christmas eve
i went to countdown
it's my 1st countdown experience in public place
but due to some matters that happened on that night
it doesn't really gave me a happy eve actually
but it's kinda 'memorable'

actually that day we thought of
just having a small gathering with friends at 1U area
but after that only we got to know that
we are going to a bar nearby The Curve
someone recommended it because he said it's quite good atmosphere
then fine
we just followed without knowing where's the place
and the most ridiculous thing is
the person who recommended us to go to that bar
don't even know what's the bar name & where's the exact location
he just told us that place is a walking distance from The Curve
darn it we spend more than 1 hour just to find that place
and 1 hour ++ more to wait until all the people to show up
actually that night i'm quite angry
okay tahan tahan tahan
then finally we reached that bar
it's call Just Divine
locate somewhere around Kota Damansara after the Shell
it's not A WALKING DISTANCE from The Curve at all
tahan tahan tahan again i said nothing but i'm damn unhappy
told myself : maybe it worth all the while since the someone said it's
VERY GOOD ATMOSPHERE
at the moment we stepped in the bar
i was like : What the hell??! *sorry for my rudeness*
it's just look like a very very normal kind of pub instead of bar
and i can't even find a sign of GOOD ATMOSPHERE at there
it's more like a pub that suitable for uncles
somemore i saw a lots of strangers in our group of friends
really unable to merge in
i felt very uneasy in there
end up me + hubby + yee kiat beh tahan
went down to the Station 1 cafe next to that bar
although we were having more expensive beers there
but i felt far more better
i don't care how high & how much fun they were having up there
i just know that i can't cope with that kind of situation
frankly speaking
i think won't go out to any Eve with them anymore
bad memories & experience i have

but that day i gave a Christmas present for hubby
successfully to create a surprise for him
although i kena marah before that haha
glad that he like the gift :))

anyway
Happy New Year :)

arghh i got my results yesterday
A . B . C semua i ambil aduh
although there's an A
but don't know why i'm not excited about it
in expectations maybe
the C also in my expectations
yea you're right it's my CI
but for the B
i thought i will get a B+ instead of B
aiya it's okay la

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. Malacca Trip .

2008-12-23T23:50:00.007+08:00

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didn't blog for some days
because we brought Cheryl to my mum's house to stay for few days
pheww finally can breath some fresh airs lolx
we just play & rest hard in these few days
just went to Malacca last weekends
hubby's friend Tzun Hong be our tour guide for 2 days 1 night
really appreciate for his effort to plan the schedule for us
and thanks for spending his time for us :))

hmm i think loads have been to Malacca before
actually i been there for more then four times also
but the last time i been there was at my 14 or 15 i think
so not much deep memories about it
this is the 1st time hubby went to Malacca
i can feel how excited he is before we took off haha

On the 1st day...

last Saturday morning we took bus from Pudu hub to Malacca
spend 2 hours++ to reach there *consider slow cause a bit jam at the toll
then we check in to the Hotel Orkid that Tzun Hong help us booked earlier
not so satisfy with the hotel actually
although it's 3 star but kinda old
a bit not worth for value *i think is because it's peak season now

our hotel lobby with christmas decoration

then we went for lunch at Jonker Street
of course we went to eat the chicken rice balls
unable to get a seat at the most well known chicken rice balls restaurant
then we just ate the rice balls at a nice decorate restaurant
also ok-lah not so bad as i thought better then nothing

in the restaurant that we ate the chicken rice balls
historical nyonya style building

nyamm the chicken rice balls + chicken + char siew

after finish eating we went to the red building area
took photos, walk here walk there, look at souveniers & yaada
we just do as what a normal tourist will do

the red building

stupiak hubby's peace

spot my hubby in this market :P

ahh anaconda lolx
hubby was so desperate to touch that snake

me & Mr. Horse :)
the 1st time i touch a horse!!

then we went to the Muzium with the outlook of a ship *forgot the name :P
RM3 per person & this is the 1st time i went in a muzium with shoes off
not really concentrate on what's inside *ya i am bad
just busy on taking photos & enjoying the air-con inside :P
we went to take photos at the A Famosa building after that

A Famosa building

then went back to rest in our hotel before dinner time
Tzun Hong fetch us on 7pm to eat satay celup
some think it's just normal but i think it's quite nice :) miss it
then went to the pasar malam at Jonker Street
wow so crowded & happening
so many cute stuffs & clothes to look at
will sure spend loads if i got more $ with me
luckily i didn't bring that much $ with me that time
bought a bag that i love it on my 1st sight
but so sad that bag broke today *SAD!!!!!! i just used it for 2 days only
it's very hard for me to find a bag that i like it so much *emooooooooo
okay back from that
then we went back to hotel after ate ice + bungkus Oo Jien
the Oo Jien is so nice with lots of Oo Ah *not sure what it call in english

Then the 2nd day...

we have to go back & check out this day
have Maggi-in-a-bowl for our breakfast
then went to eat very nice satays
the satays there are made from pork!!
which you can't find anywhere in KL haha
and they got the pig intestines & pig livers on a stick
sounds weird but it's unexpectably nice :)
then we went to Tan Kim Hock to buy souveniers
i think many people know this place
this company name under the person & is selling local delights
bought some souveniers for our families there *kinda expensive neh
then just follow Tzun Hong's car all the way back to our home
that's the end of our Malacca trip weee

hmmm what i think about Malacca after this trip?
1. so sunny *ya mean it's hawt, sooo hawt
2. so windy *the wind is like non-stop blowing
3. kinda jam there *they said it's like that during weekends
4. most of the roads are one-way *ermm i think this is quite good in some aspect
5. great foods all over the state! *yum-yum most of our times were spend on eating :D
6. the streets are clean *not like KL at all

we'll revisit Malacca if we got the chance :)

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. Gou Gou .

2008-12-12T17:45:00.006+08:00

想象着萱萱拉着狗:)

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好想好想拥有自己的一只狗哦
以前家里有Fufu和Pangpang
Fufu啊虽然说是自家的狗
虽然说我有份救他起来
让他度过关键的一晚
因为那时小小的他被不懂哪家的大狗
很残忍地咬了一大口
结果伤口很大一直流血
好像还隐约有看到肠子
我们就帮他拿Dettol药水消毒
喂他喝奶帮他包很多毛巾取暖
原本还心想明天一早可能就看到他完蛋了
因为那晚他应该是失血过多
小小的身体一直抖不停
哪里知道隔天早上去看他的时候
生龙活虎乱蹦乱跳了
结果他就成了我家的狗了
原本我爸帮他取名叫大富
可是我们嫌这名一点都不可爱
就擅自取他原名的尾音叫他Fufu了
他没有很可爱也不是什么名种狗
只是很普通那种黑褐色的菜狗啦
又不是那种是人都撒娇的狗
他的嘴又挑到没有谱的
什么不合他胃口你饿他两天他也绝对不碰一点
专挑好料又偏爱重口味
不适合给狗吃的咸辣口味他偏爱
做菜狗做到他酱都几巴闭一下
他很凶可是很忠心很厉害看门
我那么少回去他没有一次会不记得我的
所以在我的心目中他也是很可爱的一只狗:)

我们曾经也有另外一只母狗叫Pangpang
忘了她是怎么来的好像是什么人给的
那时候小小的她很可爱是白底褐斑的
可是她长大了就越来越不可爱了
就只有那笨笨的性格几惹人怜爱一下
她就是那种傻头傻脑的狗
跟Fufu的性格差很远
又没有脾气哦不会吠人还不要紧
还要是那种怕人怕响雷就躲在车底跑到屋里的狗
然后又很爱吃什么都吃从不挑食
所以每次Fufu不吃的都益了她咯
爸爸就不是很喜欢她每次说她是番薯狗
可是笨笨的她很可怜的时常要担心给发情的Fufu搞
我们也帮不了她赶走Fufu几次
结果她就怀过两次孕生了大概有十只贝比吧
后来我搬出来后不清楚是因为什么事
爸妈决定不要她了结果就把她载到某个新村丢下了
丢在新村是因为那里华人多不会排斥狗
那里也有很多其他的野狗也比较多食物
后来听说爸妈有时会驾去那里
看找得到她吗想看下她怎样了
不过我想现在如果去找也找不到了吧

我自己唯一有过的一条狗
就只拥有了一个星期
那时原本是去SPCA看看狗而已
去到那里很有缘分地看到有一家人
打算把一只很漂亮的狗放进SPCA
那只狗很像小版的Golden Retriever
我想应该是mix breed的吧可是很可爱
重点是他很像我最喜欢的狗Golden捏
原本如果要把狗放进SPCA要给钱的领养也要钱
可是那是有个义工看我们很想要那只狗
又觉得那只狗放进去大家又要花一笔钱
结果就悄悄让我们把那只狗带出去
跟原主谈妥然后他们就把狗给了我们
他们说他们帮他取的名字叫Sammie
因为住condo家里又有老人家所以不方便再养狗
看得出他们很不舍得他
结果我们就很开心地把Sammie带了回家
他很乖很活泼又很有教养
前主人把他训练地很好
他来到我们家一下就适应了
可惜啊我那是哪有自己的屋子
当然只能养在老公家啦
可是他妈妈不喜欢褐色的狗而且又说他们有气喘还是不要养好
结果我们只跟Sammie相处了一个礼拜就要把他送走了
我们不想把他放进SPCA怕进了去很难才有人来领他
时间久了怕他被人道毁灭掉
可是又觉得会去那里领养狗的一定都很爱狗的
所以我们就带着Sammie在SPCA门口等有缘人
我还记得那天不是weekend所以都没人去那里
那里的管理人又一直出来问我们在那里干嘛
他们以为我们想把狗丢在外面不管
结果我们就乱说在那里遛狗*很掰我懂
结果终于让我们等到有缘人了
一对未婚夫妻很好人的样子他们想来领养狗的
一看到Sammie喜欢到不行
当然咯Sammie真的是人见人爱的
结果我们谈妥后就打算交给他们了
哪里知道哪里的管理人突然又弹出来骂我们
说我们不负责任拿了狗又随便给人完全没理会狗的感受
我们才没有随便捏我们真的觉得他们适合啊
加上我们原本也不想的啊真的没办法嘛
结果我们到最后被她训了一顿过后在她面前
答应我们真的会对我们做的事情负责她才罢休
把Sammie交了给他们后我一上车就哭了
我伤心了好久好久啊
后来有去过他们家里探望Sammie
顺便拿之前遗留的药给他们
看见他们家原来还有另一只Papilon陪Sammie玩
又看他们家有一个为之前的爱狗设的坟墓
终于放心知道他们真的是那么爱狗的人
看到Sammie在那里也很开心又有人那么疼他
虽然再不舍的我也替他开心 :)
不知道他现在怎样了?

真的好想拥有自己的狗啊
我几时才可以养狗?
较认识我的人都懂我最爱 Golden retriever了
所以我以后一定要养 Golden
好想养狗哦~
这个梦想几时才能实现?
好啦来着的21岁生日愿望就是
我要快快拥有自己的 Golden!
可是我想没办法实现了吧? :(

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. Hesitation .

2008-12-11T21:58:00.005+08:00

untitled :)

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argh my holiday is so boring
just almost the same routines of
sleep, eat, watching dramas, take care Cheryl
and yaada yaada yaada everyday

i haven't start my CI work yet
i know i shouldn't be like that
i hate CI because of the lecturer
and the worse thing is
i start to hesitate about my direction because of him too
i started to doubt whether
am i that good?
and the main thing that i concern about now is
am i actually that suitable to be a graphic designer?
ok i know that study graphic design
don't mean that you must be one
there's actually many kind of positions
that fit for students who graduate as a graphic designer
but for so many years since i decided it
to be a graphic designer is like a comfirmed path for me
i don't even think of any others job that may possible for me
i questioned myself
if i don't want to be a graphic designer
then what else can i be?
maybe a fashion designer?
my friend work as a fashion designer after she graduated
and she said she really learned all the things from zero again
but she like fashions so i think she'll be happy there
but for me i don't think i can be a fashion designer lol

i would love to be a photographer actually
but so sad to said that i haven't improve my skill
after my photography subject ended last term
actually i can be a freelance photographer for now
but i'm not confidence with my skill yet
but i swear i'll improve my skills
maybe i can really be a freelance photographer someday

i would like to be a designer that just do the packaging
not sure whether there's any positon like this in this industry
just doing the packaging design? packaging designer? haha
but i like to do packaging loads and
i feel glad with my last term packaging class grade

not sure what i would like to work as
maybe i will only change my decision
for not being a graphic designer
when i'm going to graduate
& find out that it really not that suitable for me?
but one thing that i'm sure about is that
i hope i won't need to do any
Corporate Identity works in the future
ya i admit i hate it
and why i hate it?
this thanks to our dear Mr. Joseph
he make me hate CI & him too grrr
and those Stationaries + handbook + bla blaa blaa

anyway i just want to said that
my holiday is so boring *sob*

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. =( .

2008-12-09T02:17:00.010+08:00

:'(

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今天
下了大半天的雨

今天
天气很凉爽

今天
睡了个午觉

今天
看了很棒的一出戏

今天
跟朋友小聚了

今天
驾了很长的一段路

可是

今天
我难过了

今天
我想通了

我知道
你有很多东西都不跟我说
你有很多事都不想让我懂
因为这样
所以我不得不承认
我也没办法敞开心怀地什么都跟你说
很多时候很多话都不懂该怎么开口说
对着身边很多人我都不能够无话不说
对着家人朋友其实也不是什么都能谈
很多事情就只有默默地吞下收在心里
我的立场没多少人可以够真正地了解
我的用意也没有多少人能真正地明白
可是很遗憾
为什么你也成为了其中之一?
所以
我才没办法跟你吵架
因为很多话说不出口
不知道该怎么说出口
所以才选择了不说话
因为我害怕
因为我心软
因为我怕一说出一些话
很多东西都会改变掉了
反正
你也表现地没想要懂我怎么想
或许
你真的不在乎我到底在想什么
就像往常一样
把你的想法灌溉在我身上
因此问题的存在
一直都没法解决
有些事情我一直都没办法放得下
话出必有因其实你有没想过
为什么我会莫名地问你一些问题?
很遗憾你从来没认真地回答过我

其实我很多愁善感
其实我很容易受伤
其实我很小孩子气
其实我只想有人疼

只想有人疼我一辈子
那个人会是你吗?

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. Woooo .

2008-12-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

I lived a happie weekend :)

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there's some days that i didn't update my blog
but i think there's not much people who read it
so it's ok haha

had a gathering with
cheauhuey+yuwen+tiansze+yuling
on Friday at Chilis Midvalley
there's really a long time since the last time we met
i mean for all of us to sit down & tea together
especially yuling
i really unable to keep in touch with her
i think the last time i met her was
2 years before, at least
although just met with the others not long ago
but got not enough time for us to have a deep chat
glad to have you guys to eat dinner together :)
glad to know all of you are having quite a good life now
glad to know you guys still remember me haha

today we went to Midvalley
wow it's sooo crowded there
today's Sunday & tomorrow is holiday
of course
and what i want to talk about is
we bought the ZEN cakes
RM52 for two !!
yeepie haha because there're having
their 1st anniversary and the promotion they're doing
is buy 1kg cake & free another one
weeee bought my favourite Green Tea Cheese Cake
& get a Choc. Indulgence for free
for just RM52 :)) real great deal
but sad to inform that today is the last day for this promotion
so sorry for those who didn't get this
woohoo so happie ;)
i got my favvy Green Tea Cheese cake for just Rm26 haha

so i think this consider as a brightful weekend for me
although there's something FUN happens yesterday lolx
you know what am i talking about dear haha XP

awww looking forward for our Malacca trip
they said there's flood there recently
hope there's nothing going to happen after this
i'm so desperate to go on for a vacation !!

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. Questioning .

2008-12-04T00:38:00.004+08:00

Colour my life :)

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if i don't want to be graphic designer
then what else could i be

i just thought of this matter
so sad to notice that i don't have
any other special professions to proud of
since form 2
i already start to aim my life
to be a graphic designer
all the way until now
only i start to wondering
why am i so sure about being a graphic designer
am i really that talented?
am i really that creative?
am i really that much of ideas?
am i really that tough?
am i really that good?
not sure
i think i am not the very outstanding one
not the worse one either
but i just don't want to be the 'someone'
i hope i can be better
i hope i can be more outstanding
i hope i can be more known
and i not just simply hope for it
i did work hard for it
but there's too many of talents out there
so hard for me to get a seat
i am not that good
i am not that talented
i am not those genius kind
ya i have to work hard i know
what if i aim lower?
what if i just make my life simpler?
what if i just don't want to be graphic designer?
or
maybe i just be a photographer?
maybe i just be a photo retoucher?
maybe i just be a printer assistant?
maybe i just be a backpacker?
maybe i just be a ... . . .
hmm so which one suits me the best? :)

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. Boring Holiday .

2008-12-02T21:15:00.004+08:00

no specific reason to put this photo
i like green + polka dots + bunny
it's just so sweet & adorable :)

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oh dear
so hot recently
make me & baby Cheryl sick for some days
haven't fully recover yet

Christmas is near weee
although i am not really celebrating it
but i love the atmosphere it brings
i like presents too
Christmas is in the air fa la laaaaaa :))

time flies
one year gone & another gonna come
and our baby Cheryl already 1 year old
it's like i just gave birth of her yesterday
hope that she can grow up abit more faster
learn how to talk faster
learn how to stand up on her own faster
learn how to walk faster
learn how to understand what are we talking faster
learn how to control her EQ faster
learn how to eat & drink on her own faster
grow up faster
but i'll get old abit more faster too wuuu

awww having my holiday now
but don't really enjoy it much
quite boring and i really hate the weather lately
so hawt and not windy at all
i sick & can't go out that often
somemore need to take care sick Cheryl too
sick Cheryl has real bad temper & is not good to handle
don't feel like start to do the CI work yet
ya i hate Joseph work duh?
i not sure who wasn't but clearly i'm
argh rotting potato in the house
hope can have ma trip to Malacca asap
hubby faster faster bring me there!
rotting rotting rotting now

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. Arghh Scream Park .

2008-11-28T15:06:00.006+08:00

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didn't blog for few days
caught a cold few days ago so sad :((
had a severe fever before this
but is ok abit now

went to Sunway Lagoon with mum & sistas on Wednesday
at 1st thought can use my TOA card to get free entrance like usual
mana tahu the person in charge said
" Your name is not on the list girl."
ok in my expectation
since now is our holiday
we haven't pay our fees & didn't update our card
although i don't really agree with what's going on
because i think TOA should settle all these and let us in
especially in the holiday
duh? when do we still got time to go?
but due to the hot weather & long Q behind me
so okie
we pay for the entrance then
so we bought the tickets
Theme Park + Scream Park RM 60 per person
i think that's abit expensive for the add-on for Scream Park
but we thought of try out the new thing in there
since many of the medias did advertised about it before
i think i should give out some comments about it too
for those who haven't try it out yet
just make this as a tiny review before you decide want to go or not :)

wa walked in & find out it got 4 stops to go through
all the " ghosts " inside are act by real actors
and throughout the journey the person in charge of each stop
will keep emphasized :
" Please don't touch the ghost because the ghost won't touch you, too."
then the 1st stop is just a very normal kind of small walk
we lead by a person using a small torch light in a real dark place
we can't even see our own hands at some places
and like those normal haunted house
it'll have those hantus walk out randomly
please take notes : it's hantus not ghosts
cause i noticed it's that kind of typical malays ghost appearance with red dress
but i think because it's the 1st site
so the purpose is just to let us warm up abit
so the 1st site is not scary la
then the 2nd part we came to a section
which the person in charge said it's what
Antagula's or Antugala's or Angula's Theatre or something like that
same thing
walk in dark path lead by torch light
random hantus pop out
ok now it start to POP out to scare us more aggresive
and will come as near as they can
and shout or blow wind beside your face or legs lolx
until we reach in front of a projector
then we have to stop & watch the things
i said " the things " here is because
i really don't know how to describe it
it's not a movie not a show
just like some random parts edited from a movie
old castle old jail as background people screaming
like the Van Helsing movie la
actually " the things " is not scary
just when we stayed there & watched
there's a few hantus around will started to disturb us
creating effect la but i think it's still ok not scary
because i really concentrated on the projector
to look for a hint what it's actually trying to tell
but i really got no idea about it
then we go on to the 3rd part
we have to wear the 3D spec throughout the walk for 3rd part
it got those paintings on the wall and many mirrors
based on the Vienna mask form
and this is a site where i don't think it's ghosts around
it's just all the actors wearing those all white mask
poping out their head silence & randomly
just quite screepy & mysterious la
then here comes the most extreme part
the 4th section which comes with the theme "Prison Break" lolx
i have to said that this's the most scariest part for me
the background is like what the theme said
many jail's bar make it look like you are walking in a jail
and got LOTS of ZOMBIES prisoners
i don't know why we walk from haunted house until can see zombies
they are like mad zombies keep jumping out & scare us
although we know it's all fake but it's still so scary
ok i admit i got no guts haha
and we feel so insecure because
this is the only section that we didn't lead by anyone
we just walked in a line hands on shoulders
and white spotlights keep on shining on the path that full of mirrors
so it's very hard to see and estimate the path in front of us
very dizzy & the zombies are very distracting
keep on shouting and scared us
and this's why i think it's very scary
mainly is because the insecure-ness i think
hmm at the end of the whole journey
we actually have to push the door open to go out directly
don't have anymore explainator or what to thanks us
but we are so freaking blur until we don't know what's next
then the zombie at the last section
use his zombie's voice shout at us : PUSH THE DOOR!!
haha this is a farnie part i remember

so we just spend about 10 minutes throughout the journey
we saw hantus>more aggresive hantus>ghosts wearing Vienna mask> zombies prisoners
ermm i think OK LAH~
much more better than the Genting haunted house
but i think for the price we gave should worth more than that
because the time is quite short in there
i give 2 ½ stars out of 5

then i think there's nothing much to said
about the the Theme Park part right?
i think you guys should know already :)
so it's a fun day out with mum & sistas
long time didn't spend time out with them
although i sicked after that
looking forward to hang out with you all again :))

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. Oh Dear i'm Sick .

2008-11-25T21:46:00.004+08:00

Sick me ;'(

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pity me
sick during my lovely holiday
lazy to move lazy to talk
my head is so heavy
feel like bursting up
just feel like sleeping & sleeping
but i'm not sleepy yet
what to do?

baby Cheryl sick also
but i think she's not as serious as me
she just having cough recently
some more she's going to recover already
oh pity me

by the way
i'm going to Sunway Lagoon tomorrow
with mum & sistas
yeepie

29 days to go
what i want for my b'day present?
thinking so hard
how i plan to celebrate my 21st b'day?
thinking so hard again
no idea
you're the one who tell me :))

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. Parenthood .

2008-11-22T09:14:00.005+08:00

Live . Laugh . Forget . Live

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suppose to be at Da Vinci now
but then Jason told me that
just 3 students come for this morning session
okay then i shift my time to 1pm
for the afternoon session
now out of my planning
i got half a day free and don't know what to do
thought of sleeping back
but i bathed already
so i think i better do something else

in my expectation
students will be lesser than usual during the holiday
kids now are having a good life
good parents too
the excuses for not coming to class
is because they're travel to somewhere else
awww how nice
i also hope that i can bring on a vacation
but then it seems kinda hard for me
what a sad case :((
waiting for me Malacca
i'm coming for youuuuuuu

hey one lesson is not cheap you know
then when you absent
fees will be forfeit & no replacement class
but i think parents nowadays
will concern more about their kids feeling
think back
when we are during their age
what a big different we are having for our childhood

parents nowadays
are really giving out too much of LOVE
" Aww darling it's so nice! "
" Aww baby i'm so impress! "
" Oh i'm so proud of you! "
errmm knock knock hey
no offence la but
when i look at it
it's not that IMPRESSING actually
not much too be PROUD of too
some of it can't even list on the category of NICE
parents are too pampering their children
education of love is not giving them love like blindfolded
sometimes they really didn't think of the consequences
these help the kids build a higher egoism & pride on them
they always think what they do are really so good
they're always over confidence
then these make them think
they no need to learn more or put more effort
to make things better
and they will pay less attentions & respect to teachers
because they will said
" However it looks, my mummy will still said nice. "
" My mummy everytime also said nice one! "
okay fine
nothing to said then

i can't simply comments on how others educate their kids
i'm just a newbie in parenthoods
it's hard to said how'll i educate my kids later on
but i got my principles
and i always practicing it while doing things
so i hope it helps when coming to these case

Cheryl mummy lurve you
i won't force you to be the 1st in class
like many others parents do
but i want you to be a person with good attitude
and i hope you'll have a good personality
you tried your best & be hardworking
mummy already very happy with it
but of course a good grade and so call 1st in the class
i'll be much more happier
but i'll just treat them as bonuses
wait till you are mature enough to read these
and see what you can get for me :)

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. Crap :) .

2008-11-21T23:46:00.008+08:00

有一段时间很想学好我的烂书法
希望以后还有时间让我学吧

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感觉上好久没用华语好好地blog了
太久没用华语好像有点生疏的感觉
日常生活上说的并没有问题啦
只是要写出来打出来的时候
没有办法打的很文绉绉的
有时看到别人的blog用的字眼超文艺的
有羡慕到啦
心里痒痒的也想试着用文艺点的华语来blog
可是啊就觉得写到真的有够不自然的
好像很硬掰酱
很不妍斐的感觉
我不知道别人怎么想啦
不知道别人眼里的我是怎样的
所以到后来还是用那种烂华语来写我想说的感觉比较好

可是说会以前哦
本小姐的华语可不是盖的咧
中学的华语作文散文现代诗什么的都拿过很多奬一下
可是我爸说那是叫
为赋新词强说愁
就是那种没有发生的事情
就硬要用很有感触的文笔去表达
就是我们说的所谓 "作文"
就真的都是作出来的
可是酱的文章很多时候都很受落
很多评审老师看了都好像有感叹到
那时候我并没有很特意去写类似的东西啦
可能是受那时候读的书所影响
那时候有时常读到什么冰心之类的吧

现在如果要我写会以前的那种水准
我想我要思考上好大半天
才有头绪要怎么下笔
人老了
人生经历的确实多了
看的懂的想的都多了
可是笔锋并没有进化
遗憾啊遗憾

是不是人长大了
追求的东西越发简单？
或许吧
简单平凡快乐
就好了 :)

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. Phewww Finally .

2008-11-20T20:21:00.004+08:00

wow it's holiday
and
Christmas is near :)

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yeepie finally
now's the beginning of our lovely holiday
lovely lovely holiday
lovely lovely holiday
yeepie yeepie yay
really feel so relief after today's class
the last class of this term
although we just have three subjects this term
but we went through the whole term in a rushing mood
have to finish all things up in this short semester
and that darn CI class
yesterday was the last day for the CI class
just went to pass up our project
but then it was my sad-dest day in my college life
for whole day i can't even pick a smile on my face
so many tears i dropped
and i fell asleep while crying :'((((
don't ask me why
don't
don't feel like talking about it anymore
it's a past tense now
i'm still sad actually
but then i have to look forward
be tough be tough be tough
although we still have to do CI work in this holiday
but at least now's the time to put down all of these
the tiredness the stressness the sadness
shoo shoo all go away

although today i can't sleep for 15 hours
but i did have a good sleep
a sleep without nightmares
looking forward for our trip to Malacca
not sure it still on or not?
looking forward for my body massage session
not sure which shop is better?
looking forward to go to Sunway lagoon
so sad we can't go last term break

phew
so glad it's finally
holiday
happie holiday guys
enjoy it to the fullest :))

oh Madagascar 2 is nice
cute & farnie
i had a good laugh :)
highly recommended weee

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. Looking Forward .

2008-11-19T03:15:00.004+08:00

Up up up in the sky Weeee :)

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ahhh finally finally
finished my stupid CI project
going to pass it up later
so at last i didn't show Joseph before the final assessment
don't care anymore
i have done my best
ya no regret
that's it

don't care what he gonna think
don't care what he gonna say

if he fail me
i'll just complain
because i don't think i deserve a FAIL
my attendance not full
but i just absent for twice
consider good attendance
i attended every of his crttic session
and went to his studio for extra crittic somemore

i'll give myself a B at least
is it too high?
errmm for him i not sure la
but i think my effort and work deserve a B

arrgh 1 more day 1 more day
after i finish doing the outline
for the advertising visual later
then tomorrow will be our freedom day yay
excited excited
the 1st thing i wanna do is
sleeeeeeeeeepppppppppp loooonnnngggg looonnnggggg :)

oh bless me
hope that i can get a nicer grade for my CI :(

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. Need a Break .

2008-11-16T02:01:00.007+08:00

All i want is just sit back & relax

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went to gai² with hubby at Midvalley just now
feel like long time didn't go shopping with him
quite happie today :)
thanks dear
i know you want to make me feel better & happier
sorry for letting you worried about me
i'm ok
i'll be tough
as usual
i feel so much better when i woke up this morning
yupe
new day new start new life

yeepie
still got few more days left for this term
gambateh Feei²
you can do it
just try all your best & no regrets
don't care about that stupid Joseph at the moment

really so stress & tired these days
looking forward for the holiday sooooo much
i need a long break desperately
i think it's about time to plan my holiday to-do-list
but at the moment
what i want to do the most are

*whole body massage really need to relax physically
**facial / spa it's time to pamper myself i think
***loooooong sleep at least straight up for 15 hours

my top 3 on the list
hope i can really have these done
before my coming holiday ends

oh ya
i saw ASIMO yesterday at 1U
now i know ASIMO is a she actually
feel so glad to saw her
feel like is a very superb experience :)

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. Curse You .

2008-11-14T23:30:00.006+08:00

i won't do this to you
i think someone else will

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so upset so emo so angry today
these have to thanks to
that super duper stupid weirdo Joseph
again

stupid Joseph
stupid stupid stupid Joseph
okay i know you are very famous
very good at design
very good at all your graphic design things
but why do you have this super weird temper?
why you always change your ways of thinking?
why you want to treat us like we are trashes?
can't you just pay some respect to us?
can't you just think in our shoes?
why will you never ever care about others' feeling?

i know we are not good
but all of us still learning & we are trying very hard
but you just never appreciate what we have done
at least please pay some respect on our effort kay?
we are not really 'cari makan' as what you said
we didn't touch your expectations
don't mean that we didn't pay attention in your class
you always change the things you said
always in bad temper
okay it's okay if you have bad mood
everyone will have bad mood sometimes
but please don't express your bad temper & bad attitude towards us
you have bad temper then you pay no attention on our works also
dammit
it's really not fair kay
you banned our ideas & works not just because it's our problems
it's just because you're in bad temper
if you know you're not free you're in a hurry
then just tell us not to come over 1st lah
hey we not come in a surprise way kay
we texted again & again to comfirm with you already
you thought we are really that free?
you thought your studio near?
you thought we'll come to see you if we didn't put any effort on our works?
you thought we'll come so far to 'goreng' your mind purposely?
eh you not just new in teaching loh
you have been teaching for about 10 yrs
why you still behave like that?
always thought you're the one who's the most incredible?
sorry then
i don't really agree with you
you have your ego
and we have our pride too
please don't step on ours so easily kay
i don't mind if you crittic my works
in fact i'd love to hear what you'll comment on my things
but then you're not
you just simply look at it
depends on your mood
' SALAH! '
' NO! IT'S NOT LIKE THIS! '
' GO BACK & DO AGAIN! '
' STOP WASTING MY TIME! '
' LIKE THIS IS JUST CARI MAKAN! '
and today you just said
' TERRIBLE!!! '
okay
just one sentence
you don't even want to explain why
you don't even want to listen to what i gonna say
you don't even look at the 2nd the 3rd the .........
you just look at the 1st thing that then said this
it really hurt me so much :((((((
we can see that you're damn busy at that time
then when we texted over you
just said you are not free at that time la
why you want to wait until we come over then treat us like that?
it's really not fair to us kay
so sad
so angry
hate you so so soooooo much
curse you hmphh!

i have done so many things to balance back my emotions today
i thought of pamper myself more
me & jooi theng went to 1U after that
the sky seems to be kena affect by our sadness
when we came out from his studio that time
it started to rain heavily
the sun was still so big & hot when we went in
then i ate the Shih Lin XXXtra big crispy chicken chop & Oh ah mee suah
share share with jooi theng
then i bought myself a mini usb eye massager
since i got no $ to buy an expensive Osim or Ogawa
then just bought a mini one 1st
then went to buy greentea egg tart
it's nice :)
then went to SS2 100 Yen shop
i always like to go there to se those special and cute japan's thing
bought a lemon soda pop drinks
with Crayon Sinchan on the label ;)
the pop here means: it really need to be pop open
by pushing in a small glass ball like guli at the glass mouth there
the pressure will 'pop' out
then the soda will flow out some also
haha the drinks is not special
but there's some excitement brought by poping the bottle ^^
then went to SS2 Island cafe
didn't ate much there actually
haven't finish digesting the chicken chop & mee suah earlier
but i met Kwen there
she look fine
studying in KDU -- Chef wow sounds not bad
feel glad for her cause she continue her studies

awww then went home
did so many things
i did enjoy these when i was doing it
but when i came bac
sit down and think back
the feeling flow back
so sad
so angry
so upset
hate you so much
arghhhhhhhhh

don't want to type already
tired
some more period
tomorrow still need to teach at Da Vinci
so tired
so stress

good night world

hope that i can dream of Joseph tonite
then i can beat him kao kao in my dream hmmpph!!

i hope i can have a 'luck vending machine'
i really need some luck recently
or can anyone spares me some lucks please??

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. Happie B'day to You . Part IV .

2008-11-12T17:47:00.004+08:00

hoho as usual
the most practical & economic gift -- Diapers
thanks loads guys
thanks for helping us for saving up $ to buy her these

the toys series
me myself like the toys more than Cheryl is *sigh*
i think the toys that she love the most
is the magnetic drawing board...so far

many of them bought Cheryl clothes
and oh gawd
mostly are in red + pink series *faint*
don't understand why all the brands for kids clothes
like to design girls' clothes in pink & boys' clothes in blue
this really like forcing us parents
to dress the kids up in thier ways of perspective
awwww but it's ok we still like it as long as it's cute
and these are all cute ;P

Okie these are something more eye soothing
haha the not pinkish series

yeepie the angel attire that bought by friends
hmm said it frankly
although all of us also think that this attire is really not so practicle
but we really can't resist the cuteness when my girl is wearing it
if without the wings
it can be a dress for flower girl ^^
but when will be the time for her to be our friends flower girl?
hey you guys can start to book her now haha

oh the shoesssss series
the shoes are cute
hope that she learns how to walk faster

errmm the misceallaneous grouping?
but yet it's a good gift & we lurve it :)
just don't know to put them in what series haha

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Wow beside the angpaos
above are the presents
that Cheryl got on her b'day party
today i manage to steal sometimes
to take out all of these and take photos
by the way, these are not ALL of the presents
still got some i lazy to take out
jealous jealousieeee~
not fair not fair not fair !!!
why can she get so many presents *sob sob*
so far in my life i din't get as much as she get now

haha but i still feeling glad
that there's so many of you that care much about Cheryl
thanks again guys :)

hope i can get so many presents for my b'day too haha

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. Love you .

2008-11-12T00:07:00.006+08:00

I meet you . I know you . I love you

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今天跟你去逛街了
你突然对我说
" 老婆我很开心噢~ "
" 做末? "
我以为是因为你买了新的mouse
" 因为娶了你咯! "
我一时没反应过来
你接着说
" 我没有后悔 "

虽然你说这话的时候
并没有很对feel的地方跟时候
那是我们正走着去停车场拿车*汗颜*
可是
就为了你那么小的一段话
我的心好甜好甜
我没说什么
没表示什么
可是心里真的好感动
谢谢你老公

糟了
感觉突然又爱你多一点了

老公
老婆好爱你哦
谢谢你也那么爱我

i forgot how i fall in love with you
but i will always remember
how's the feeling of loving you
thanks for perfect my life

my love may not be perfect
but it's true
and it'll always do

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. Happie B'day to You . Part III .

2008-11-11T15:13:00.007+08:00

Baby Cheryl with her 1 year ols big b'day cake
she look so curious :)

Awww darling what face is that?
haha funny face, as usual

Cheryl clap clap
Happy B'day to you muaks*

Cheryl darl with Shita's niece, Rain

Rain always like to act as bis sister
come come jie jie hug hug ;)

Daddy + dirty Cheryl + mummy's finger lolx
Cheryl's reaction after she tasted the cream of her b'day cake
she look so stunt haha

Weeeee happie family
Daddy & mummy will lurve you always

Took photo together with
my mum>my younger sis>my elder sis
me>Cheryl>hubby
B'day cake
We look so hot here
and yes
it's really hot then

Portrait of baby Cheryl
hot hot right? mummy sayang ah :)

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not going to type much this time
just upload some photos of my baby's big day
that day was really hot, extremely hawt phewww
all of us were so sticky and sweating all the way
hope that Cheryl did feel happie on that day :)
again
Happie Buffday Darling muaks*

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